Anger and Regret

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Status: Finished  |  Genre: Poetry  |  House: Booksie Classic
Idk...bad day.

Submitted: May 14, 2011

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Why is my mind so flared? Anger boils in me everywhere. Adrenaline pulses swiftly through my veins. I quickly feel like I am no longer sane. A fire is ignited throughout my soul. Exasperation takes control. It takes a toll on my mind. To others around me, I am no longer kind. The littlest things now set me off. Nobody knows the code. I will always explode. Despite how tolerant I usually am, I suddenly turn into a battering ram. I hurt people when I am mad, make them feel sad. Because I cannot contain the pain that causes me anguish. The fire is very hard to extinguish. But eventually it dies down. And then I look around, and see that I have caused pain. Things don't look the same. People that did nothing to me wind up being the ones who suffer. Dealing with myself and the way I act is becoming tougher. I can't take back the words I say, or the pain I cause when my happiness is a sway somewhere else. I've been told I emotionally abuse others when I'm furious. If this is so, then I am curious. Am I at all worthy of the love of any girl? Or the love of any family member? Or the love and forgiveness of God? When I never act calm and tender. What kind of monster have I become? When I have the feeling to tell others that they belong in Hell. Then after this, I fall into a state of regret. Then sadness and despondency take hold. I cannot believe the toll I have taken on everyone else.


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