Ready.Set.GO.

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Status: Finished  |  Genre: Poetry  |  House: Booksie Classic
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Submitted: November 28, 2011

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i dont know why i let it all get the best of me
it seems like everyone and everything is just testing me
and time and time again i prove im just a fuck up
and im getting to the point that im just really fucking fed up.
can someone please tell me what the hell im doing wrong
i try to be smart and i try to be strong
but losing my grip just seems to be a habit
few know the feeling, they only know it cause theyve had it.
you think you understand, but you really fucking dont
and please just stop trying cause you really fucking wont
all of this fear is slowly eating me away
it haunts me, it consumes me everysingle day
i can see the hill again and i dont want to go down it
but i still havent figured out the way to go aroud it
so i gues ill just fall, or maybe i will jump
and feel the sweet release of my hearts last pump.
wait. no. stop. ive been here before
and i swore to myself id put a lock on that door
so now im right back where i fucking began
looking down the hill with trembling hands.
i take a deap breathe and i turn myself around
and stare at the road that seems to be level ground
ill take 1 step, yeah i think ill just test it
or should i hit the ground running and just make the best of it?
whats the best answer? i really dont know
so fuck it i guess... ready, set, go.


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