How could I have been such a fool
believing that she truly loved me
when they were just meaningless words.
There was no trust at all
it was nothing more than a game to her,
taking my money and my soul
and casting me into the darkness
of my own dispare.
I shall never trust again
or love again,
for it is obvious
that I was not meant to be happy
and have that which I dream of so much.
While others open gifts on Christmas
I might be opening my wrists
and saying farewell to life
for there is no reason for me to be here.
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