He just doesn't have any passion

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teenage girl miriama hates school, never had a boyfriend or her first kiss thinks that nothing is going to happen to her.

Submitted: September 05, 2010

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HE JUST DOESN'T HAVE ANY PASSION
 
My regret :( chapter one)
 
I hate school, the teachers and especially the students, the uniform is straight gay.
Maybe it's because I really don’t have connection with schools atmosphere.
It's Sunday and I’m not looking forward to school on Monday.
Even though I don't wanna stay home. It's just that my Monday subjects are BORING.
Freak’en hell it's Monday, I tried to sleep in, but mum kicked me out of bed and
My siblings were making to much noise so I can't really fall back to sleep.
 
Every time I get on the school bus, that’s when I know that I'm definitely going to school.
I always seem to stare out the window and watch the
Drivers in there cars make the ugliest faces.
Eh I’m in music and I seem to be in my own little world and soon it will be lunch after second period and I aren’t feeling that well, I think it was when this morning when the girls asked if I was going to be grumpy all the time! I don’t know?
 It's just ever since last year all my dramas seem
To float around my little head and it’s getting a bit too much
 That I just wanna die already. Is it normal for a girl like me?
To feel that nothing exciting is going to happen in my life!
But there is this thing that passes by my head that
I just can't figure out. Maybe it's how I feel towards
People. I always seem to tell my mates at school to just
Always smile, and that’s when I know wearing a smile
Can’t fix the problems behind it?
 
 
 
Dreaming (chapter 2)
 
I fell asleep in sose as usual, but it was different this time
I think I was actually DREAMING, wow, how confusing
Cause it was about finding my dream boyfriend, who would care about me,
Protect me, love me, I think I've been watching to many romance
Movies LOL. But the thing is, I wanted the dream to continue
So I could see whose face it was and to see how the dream would
End. Maybe that’s what’s missing in
My life puzzle, Or maybe I'm crazy and mental that these
Stuff is happening to me. I remember when I was little I always dreamed
That my prince charming would come and take me away
And live happily ever after and I was always the princess
With the beautiful white gown. But no how can my prince charming carry a fat and ugly girl like me
 How pathetic of me to think such things.
 
My best friend Maria is always by my side even if we don’t hang around that much.
But she knows everything about me and even seen me get hidings from
My mum, how scary. She's the type of goodie toish'sshOE hehe,
Skinny and pretty but a wagger and dramatic person inside.
Maria knows almost all of my secrets and I know hers.
Well I told her about the dream; she couldn't stop laughing while we were walking,
Every one around us thought she was an idiot at least I did.
She keeps saying that I was dreaming about the guys in our grade,
As if, maybe she's right narh I'm just over reacting.
 
 
MY crush (chapter 3)
 
Well it's typical for a girl to like someone at school right.
Mine is this guy in grade 10 he's name is Feyard he’s in one of my classes
I think I fell for him when he said my name "miriama"
OMG I almost died that day, I was like how do you know my name.
Maybe he's my missing piece of the puzzle or am I just
Obsessed with him.
Never had a boyfriend, never been kissed and never likely to be.
I wonder how it feels to fall in love. I've never really loved someone, just those
Ones when I, just like them, stalk them, stare at them is that weird for a
Year 10 chubby girl like me to feel. Well I don’t think anyone would ever like me
Cause I’m chubby, weird, crazy, ugly and plain FAT, or am I just saying these
Because I hate myself eh eh, I don’t care anymore. Education is my main priority.
That's what all the girls at school seem to say, but then they come running
to me saying OMG I like this guy , that guy , OMG he's HOT , He's sexy
Oh I’m going to ask him out; Oh really how ironic. Get real man
Hey I wonder do boys have feelings do they ever love. Feel?
Or they just have no emotion at all. What am I saying education
First. Maria and I always promise each other to do education first
But then two weeks later OMg I like this guy BLAH BLAH BLAH...
 
 
Mystery jerk (chapter 4)
 
I've been caught up in all this lovey dovey nonsense
That I've forgotten about my English assignment.
No one ever gives an excuse to Mr. Tense my English teacher for not handing in there
Assignment, cause he blames it on your
Parents for not raising you well enough and not enough discipline, which means he’s calling my parents
 This is like he’s committing suicide for himself and me for what he’s going to say to my mother ahhhhh. What am I going to do?
I was rushing to the library where Mr. Tense and my class was,
When all of a sudden my eye's got caught on a persons figure and then I started turning my
Head slow motion so I could see who it was ... then BAMM I slammed into a pole and fell backwards
I felt so ashamed, and then I could hear some guy laughing at me. I turned and said
"STOP LAUGHING YOU JERK"
I tried to see who it was but the sun was in my eyes and before
I could open my eyes probably to call him a DICKHEAD and to see who it was, he was already gone,
What a crude guy not even willing to help me up.
I turned in every direction this stupid person could of went
 But he was no where to be seen. Then I realized I was Late to Mr. Tense English class; I was in DEEP shit,
For being late and not doing my assignment. OMG lord help me!
I just entered English and MR. Tense gave me an evil stare and said WHY. Are you late?
:" SORRY Mr. I forgot to grab my bag"(which was a lie) my face turned to embarrassment,
Then I rushed to my seat and sat down.
Mr. turned and said "MIRIAMA, 5 minuet detention!"
Rrrrgghhh, this is why I think teachers are aliens and they think the word FUN is an infectious disease.
 
Then Maria whispered to me why there was a red mark on my head?!
 Then I was about to tell her what happened when the door opened
 A tan-ish boy walked in with light brown strikes in he’s hair (spiky) you could tell he’s got muscles,
 He was wearing a gold necklace with a heart charm on it, and I bet
He’s got a six pack whaO, the way he walked in, the way his eyes glitter when he looked at mee...
Mr sexy just entered the room; all the girls flicked their hairs and whistled at him
.. Call triple Zero cause someone’s on fire that’s what I thought!
Mr. Tense stood up and said are you new!
You could tell that Mr was examinating him by the way his eyes were going up and down this mystery GUY.
The hot guy handed him his timetable, as if he didn't care what Mr was saying,
 He had an I DONT CARE attitude.
 Mr asked him if he was late to class because he couldn't find
He’s way here. But he said "NO”, Mr Tense asked him" WHY?"
As if he was getting irritated by he’s bad boy attitude.
Then he said" I was helping a girl up, who wasn't looking where she was going,
Who was headed in this direction?
Slammed into a pole so I helped her".
OMG WHAT THE HELL DID HE JUST SAY! WHAT YOU DIDNT HELP MEE!
My mouth dropped open and then Maria goes DAMMMM... he’s hot
She turned and said MIRI close you mouth you might catch a fly.
My eyes were focused so hard on him that
I almost thought that laser beams were ganna shoot out from my eyeballs.
Maria asked me "what's wrong?"
And that’s when I knew be hide he's pretty lil face was an evil hearted player.
 
 
MR POPULAR (chapter 5)
English finished and I was walking out the door when he the evil one looked at me and smiled
With a evil look in his eyes RGGHHH; someone give me a gun so I can SHOOT HIM already<-
Can like I wanted to tell him off for using me as an excuse, he didn't even help me up the LOSER!
Maria asked me what happened and I explained everything and she kind of got angry but turned
To me and said at least he’s still HOT;
I looked at her and said “HOT MY ASS" then Maria was giving me a signal but I didn't understand
So I kept on calling him a jerk, bitch, loser, wanna be, TRY HARD.;
 Then Maria grabbed me and put her hand over my mouth I slowly turned around
And He was standing right there; \\
 He looked at me, laughed a little and said
!" Is that what you have to say, got any thing else to say or is that all".
I shook my head slowly gave him a fake smile, and turned slowly while he walked off 
With the skinny pretty girls.
 Then I kept hitting my head with my book calling my self a idiot and yelling at Maria
Why didn't you shut me up or something?
She turned to me and gave me a grumpy look and said I tried!
I knew it; he’s the type who goes for the skinny pretty girls!
All guys are like that, but I cant seem to get he’s evil laugh out of my head when
I fell and humiliated my self in front of him rrrrrrggggghhh.
Every time I see him I give him the evilest evils I ever gave to anybody.
Maria told me to stop looking so hard or my eyes might fall out.
I looked at her; I could tell she was a bit scared hehe.
Then I smiled and laughed but inside I was, burning up with anger
 
One of the popular girls came up to me and said "OMGOSH, did he really help you up when you fell!
Your lucky he touched you"(I think she over herd me and Maria talking about it).
 I looked at her and said" Helped me? WHAT, he stood there laughing; can like you get lost”,
She turned to me and said I was just asking,
Anyways that’s probably the last time someone’s going to touch you haha'
Lucky Maria was holding me back, or I would of pulled her hair,
Threw her down and given her the meanest hiding.
Maria turned to her and called her a slut.
I hate how everyone can be so nice to him when I know what he’s really like.
The girls are already falling for him when they don't even know him,
That’s one of the things why I hate coming to school.
A few different girls have come up to me and asked if I know him, if I could ask him out for them
What the hell do I look like a slave, anyways its not a dating school, and it’s an educational school.
Bloody hell what's got into everybody?
I can tell the boys in my grade don’t like him that much cause he's stealing the girls from them,
But are pretending to be his friends
 Eww!
 
 
Mystery boy: (chapter 6)
Farh out I never knew how much this mystery girl hated me.
I was just leaning against the wall after the bell rang
 When I could hear her and her friend talking about me,
 I can tell you that what she said cut me deep inside ay
What’s her problem it's not my fault I didn’t help her up,
I regret not helping her when she slammed in the pole,
What’s a guy to do, it was funny. She shouldn't take it personally
Didn’t even know she was in my English class, if I knew I would of said a different excuse.
Man but I hate these girl that hang around me,if they would just leave me alone
Or stop following me just once maybe I could hang out with some guys at the school.
I smiled at the mysterious girl but I think she took it the wrong way! Oh well this is why I changed school
Cause girls are ae distraction, but if there hot, and I feel horny, they can be my toy to play with.
Haha still got my game no
 
 
Payback to back fire: (chapter 7)
 
I had a good nights sleep to get ready for what I’m planning for this pathetic boy.
I wrote everything down,
The plan is to get off the bus, say hi to my mates;
Take my best friend and do the mission impossible.
 I want Maria to take the mystery boy to the canteen at lunch; I walk pass and accidently spill
Water all over his shirt and then he’s going to get angry and everyone one is ganna see
How evil he is when he starts yelling and swarming at me.
 
At lunch:
It’s lunch and everything is ready, now I’m just waiting for Maria to arrive with him,
It going to be crowed and he’s not going to know what hit him.
 
10 mins later
What do you know the plan backed-fired?
You wanna know what happened,
I walked passed as if I was rushing and I tipped it on him,
He looked at me a said “YOU, your always rushing and not watching where your going"
I gave him an evil look of embarrassment and then what do you think he did next? He took his shirt off,
and there I was wrong he’s got 8 pack , far I turned my head as fast as I could while he put on his sport shirt .
Maria stood there in shock with her eyes wide open in the direction of his abbs, as he looked at me
 He chucked his bag at me and I caught it with my head turned the other way
I tried not to look, Freak’en hell, he goes to me" turn around, I know you want to"
Rrrrgghhh I threw his bag on the ground and grabbed Maria by the arm and stomped off, I had
To drag her cause she wanted to stay and stare at him all day.
The slurry's were there staring at his abbs and laughing at me I could hear them be hide me.
 
 
 
Mysterious boy: chapter 8
OMg what is she thinking, the clumsy fucker! Always rushing,
Can’t believe I snapped at her. She's pretty, but stubborn, nice curves
But I can tell, she a scholar not into relationships Rrrrgghhh SHE MAKES ME MAD
 
 
Plan B: chapter 9
 
How can he do that?
Rrrrgghhh number one on my hit list bitch<-
How do you feel now?
Cant sleep, to busy thinking of a new plan.
I know what to do, get Maria to give him a massage; I know she will like that!
Anyways yeah tell her to take off the necklace he always wears
 And pass it to me.
Then he will get angry that he’s necklace is gone missing
Then everyone will see how evil he really is when he gets angry
 
Next morning
Every thing was going well,
Got on the bus, and went to school.
In the first two periods I kept staring at the clock to hurry up
And be lunch already.
Thinking that if I stare at it hard enough then I could make it go faster.
Yes its lunch, when I herd the bell it was music to my ears.
Time to make my move.
 
I met Maria in front of the library; we hurried to where mystery boy was sitting with the boys,
While I stayed and watched from a far. I told her to go and say, can I give you a back rub,
Sorry it's a dare? And then that's when I know that plan b is going to be good. Haha
5 minuets came and she did It.; she told me she couldn't rub he’s shoulders but instead
Asked if he wanted to wear her scarf because he looked cold and she put it on him,
While taking the necklace to.
Yes, we did it!
Then the lunch bell rang, Maria quickly handed me the necklace to me
It was heave; I think its real gold.
Anyways we have English next. Haha
 
 
English- chapter 10
Yes, we just entered English, but mystery boy wasn't here
Oh, I wonder what happened. Wait what, no I don’t!
Or do I!
5 minuets into class, and Mr. were starting to mark the roll.
Got to admit I was getting worried, only just a tine whines lil
Cause he’s late again twice in a row to Mr Tense’s class.
I could hear the slurry girl’s conversation about where he’s where about was
All I heard was, he got so up set cause his dead mothers locket
Went missing and it's the last thing he owns of her.
And another girl jumped in and said I think he started crying
How CUTE!
What he was crying? (Here was thinking I said it in my head)
Slut girl- Yes, why? You should see how hurt he was; we even helped him look around for a while.
Why do you care?
Me- no reason,
But really I was Freak’en panicking, I held the locket in my hand so tight I couldn't breath.
He cried, can't believe it, that he cried or the fact that the slurries helped him.
I turned to Maria, I could see the glimpse of fear in her eyes, she whispered to me,
Please give it back, I felt a sudden cloud of guilt come on top of me, I could feel someone
In grading the word guilty on my forehead in BIG capital letters.
My pen dropped out of my hand, that the silence of the room
Made it sound like a nuclear explosion. My heart just dropped,
That I felt a tear, just one only one tear roll down my face. I started coughing
Out loud that Mr quietly said that I could go grab a drink to ease my coughing.
 
 
This moment: chapter 11
I walked out of the library, and went to the tap at the canteen,
I paused as a could see him, mystery boy, sitting on the cement bench across the tap,
His back arched he's head down in his lap,
 He looked as pale as Edward Cullen on twilight he didn't
Look like Jacob anymore. I felt like dying.
I walked towards the tap down the stairs; I knew I had to give it to him,
I had to blame everything on myself and pretend Maria didn't
Have any part of it. I found myself in front of him, and he's staring right at me now
The locket clenched tight in my fist that it cut through my skin, I could see that he’s been crying
I started crying, in front of him,
I looked deep in my hand at the locket with my blood on it and held it out
He stood up; as my eyes watched his every movement he did,
He put his hand under mine but not touching so I could drop it down to his.
I closed my eyes to let the last few tears fall, I opened them, and I could see straight into
His eyes, I breathed in a heave mist, turned and tried to run off, but someone hang on to me.
He’s fingers so cold wrapped around my wrist, I tried to release myself,
But he pulled me in, I was breathing so heave that the coldness
Of the morning made foggy mist, and there his hands around my neck,
My arms around his, and there the tenderness of his lips on mine
Made my mouth feel warm. I released myself without thinking after what we
Just did, I felt so cold that I ran and left him standing in the cold by himself.
I started crying, in the corner of my eyes I could see him fall like a sudden
Raindrop fell from the sky.
 
 
 Chapter 12
I didn't know what to do,
All these emotions running through my head
Fear, confusion, sadness, anger and LOVE
I couldn't turn to the library, so I kept running, running down towards the back oval
I felt so cold, I didn't feel warm anymore. I felt so empty, so close to death
I thought that after your first kiss you would feel happy, joyful, loved.
Then the bell rang for lunch, I walked back up, my eyes stinging, my cheeks burning so red
But felt so cold. My fingers so numb, felt sick, dizzy
And everything was blurred,
Then everything went black, felt myself falling, falling waiting to be caught
Then...................................................
 
 
Mystery boy chapter 13.
The pain inside, the anger the hate of the missing locket, the mystery girl I can see her walking down the stairs,
She came and stood in front of me, it felt so weird she pulled
Out her hand and my mum’s locket in her palm, her blood made it tinkle like red diamonds.
 So shocked, I pulled out my hand and she dropped right in my fingers,
But I didn't feel it fall in my hand, because my fingers were so cold and numb.
She closed her eyes and I could see tears falling along side her cheek,
I was so cold, but with her near me I felt so warm. She tried to run,
But I held tight on her cold wrist, I could see the fear and confusion in her eyes
Pulled her near my chest, her heave breathing made me feel, fuzzy & warm
In a good way. I wasn't thinking I just pulled her in and kissed her,
Our lips met and the coldness and emotions in my body and head just floated away,
Her lips so soft, her cheeks so red, and the taste of strawberry lip-gloss filled my mouth.
She stoped pulled away but hesitated to come back, I didn't want her to go.
She run off and I dropped down onto the cement bench and stared at the locket. Embraced her so hard that, I nothing could take us apart.
 
 
chapter14.
 
I woke up round 6:00 am, to see that I was sleeping in my parent’s room,
Lay there with three thick woolly blankets on top of me that I started to
Sweat under the heat that the blankets provided me.
 My mum walked in and said, YOU’RE AWAKE
In fob language. I smiled and asked if I could go for a shower, and when I got up
I was still in my school uniform. She told me that I clasped at school, because I was freezing
Cold and wasn't wearing anything warm. Then I think she started to growl me
Cause that morning she told me to go wear something like a jumper, scarf and truckies.
Oh well I was just happy that I was home with my mum.
Then she turned to me and said I think you’re able to go school tomorrow.
Then I slowly realized that I need to know how long I was in bed.
All of a sudden my mum turned and said, about 4 days,
What are you serious?
Oh well, I went and had a shower, and for some reason
I felt really hungry, so I ate.
 
I went outside and it was freak n' hot, a nice sunny day, I looked at the time and it was
8:00, I yelled at mum, MUM CAN I GO SCHOOL?
She turned and said no you just woke up!
Please! Please!
She gave a worried stare and said only if you wear a jumper and your school trackies even though it was hot outside.
Yes thanks mum I ran and grab my other pair of clean uniform.
Straighter my hair ran outside said bye to my mum who was smoking,
Grab my lunch money and gapped it to the bus stop.
 
Chapter 15.
I got off the school bus; I was walking down the path and people
Were looking at me weird as if I was a disabled retard who just came back from the dead and girls that I thought weren’t my friends were smiling at me. Was there something on my face?
Is my hair ugly? Ok this is just weird.
All of a sudden the pretty girls wanted me to come to them, but I bounced them and kept walking because I was freaking out.
I ran to Maria and said “Is there anything on my face” she said
“NO”
Did my period go through my pants?
“NO”
Then why are people staring at me?
I sware today is not normal, I want it to go back the way it was
When people didn’t notice me at all.
Well anyways what happened did I do something?
Maria smiled and said “You know that Mystery guy in our English?”
Yeah!
He’s been asking everyone if they know you because he wants to ask you something.
I pulled a what’s a face and said evil kunt’!
Eww... are you serious, he can talk to my ass!
She grabbed my shoulder and said what happened after you left class, you looked up set; you know when you went to grab a drink. Rumours said that you were with mystery boy.
 
Eww are you kidding I would never be caught dead with sexy devil.
All I know is that I went for a drink, sat at the oval and I think I fell asleep. Oh well, Maria was about to say something when she quickly changed the subject and said “look there he’s coming our way” What! Bye Maria, I gave her my bag and ran, so it wouldn’t slow me down.
I don’t think he saw me, I think!
 
 
 
Chapter16
I saw him coming I hid be hide a tree
Trying to hide from him, what’s his problem the bloody stalker?
I was so tried from running the shortest distant hahaha
I sat down under the tree, and then the bell rang.
I popped my head out to see if the coast was clear.
Then walked it to English, shit his in my English rrrrrrggggghhh
Oh well, I tried to walk with the crowd so he couldn’t see me
Ran to the library but Miss said we were back in our normal class. So I ran to English block trying’ to be early when smack I slammed into the pole, I was waiting for someone to laugh, but there was nobody. OK I think this is déjà vu weird but that pole wasn’t there before.
Anyways I got to class still rubbing my head, when I saw Maria
Already in class, I went and sat beside her and she goes let me guess you met the new pole they put up in English block.
Umh yep! Can I have my bag I need my puffer, she gave me a shocked stare, you do have my bag, I gave it to you?
Nope, what where did you put it?
I didn’t put it any where? It’s, then the door slid open before Maria could finish her sentence. Mystery boy smiling at me, I tried to hide under my desk I was hoping he wouldn’t sit in the empty desk next to me, lucky this girl took it.
I peeped my eyes just above the desk to see him, when he looked straight at me and laughed.
I closed my eyes and poked the tongue at him.
I got up; I really need my puffer aye.
Then when I got up to my seat, trying to look normal as if I could breath. I go to Maria I need my bag!
Then someone whistled at me I turned to see it was mystery boy,
The girls giving the evil’s at the same time. He pulled up his arm
And there my bag hanging between his fingers.
I turned to Maria and she said he stole it off me after you ran off!
OMg what’s his problem I need my puffer desperately.
Stared at my bag as if it held my life inside, he yelled out I’ll give it back if you sit next to me.
What the fuck are you serious. No way I’m not ganna make it that easy for you. I nodded, and then he said okay my bag then.
My books and shit were in there. Freak’en hell, half way through the lesson I just couldn’t breath, I need my puffer
I kept staring at my bag next to mystery boy, wishing that it was next to me.
Maria turned to me and said just go sit next to him just to get your bag, lucky we had a relief teacher, I got up slowly walked across the class people staring at me including mystery boy
Smiling so bright that I was going to sit with him.
Sat down next to him grabbed my bag hugged it as if my bag was a teddy bear. He looked at me and said wasn’t that hard, I rolled my eyes and said really! I almost died over there,
“How?” he said
I need my puffer!
“Oh are you asthmatic”
Yes (loser)
“Well if you won’t so stubborn then you could have got your bag early and sat here, so it’s your own fault:
 
Rrrrgghhh whatever, I grabbed my inhaler and puffed it, how do you like it know dickhead that’s right I got asthma, doesn’t like me now.
 
 
Chapter 17:
English finished and I was walking out when he came beside me and goes so what do you have now. I turned and said law, I’ll
Walk you he said, Umh its okay I can walk myself,
Oh narh no problems! Okay bye, laterz
 
Freaky even- stupid boy, I HATE YOU, stop being nice to me cause it just makes me hate you even more.
 
Mystery boy:
Farh mystery girl is so weird I can’t figure out her something.
Why she hiding from me? Am I that UGLY?
Last time I check I was pretty dam hot!
I want her to like me. I don’t know I have this feeling to be around her be near her.
It felt nice when she sat with me in English, we agued but it felt good. Then we kinda had a small conversation which ended with
Goodbye instead of some kind of insult. I sware I’m starting to love her, she’s asthmatic, farh she’s full of surprises, but when that mist came out of her mouth it reminded me of that day.
 
 
What’s he’s problem I explain to one of my other mates lily
I’m pretty close to her, she’s cool, told her everything and she goes go out with him, he’s the hottest guy in our grade.
NO way I hate him, haha she goes oh well can I have him, YES
Take him he’s all yours.
 
 
 
Chapter18:
Lunch time and I was walking be myself when he came
And goes so who you hanging with Umh who ever comes by my way that I know, you know me I’m by your way lets hang
Sorry I don’t know you, try someone else!
He goes oh what a sad, fine then; under my breath I go sooky
But I still think he herd me.
(In my head) He’s always near me
What’s his problem, while girls are try' get near him I’m trying
To get rid of him. What a stalker freak.
 
We were walking together not holding hands but people were looking at us as if we were! WTF, that’s it I turned to everybody who was looking and said YOU GOT A FUCKIN’ STARING PROBLEM? They rolled there eyes so I looked at mystery boy thinking he was going to be all shamed but he was fully laughing his as off ass, as if something funny just happened.
WHY you laughing?
He goes I don’t your just funny.
I wasn’t trying to be funny
So he reckons to laugh harder.
Fucking hell I turned and walked towards the oval with him still laughing be hide me dickless loser. Then I hear him from be hide saying I look hot when I’m angry. WTHELL
 
It was Freak’en cold on the oval that I started to shiver so I sat under the tree on the oval, the tree looked familiar, and then I had a flash back of me standing here crying.
What the hell.
Then all of the sudden I felt warm, I stopped day dreaming and looked it was mystery boys jacket over my shoulders, he was standing be hide me, do you remember anything, I turned and said what is there to remember, on that day you know,
I felt a sudden stinging in my head as I tried to rewind my mind to that day I clasped.
Nope nothing sorry.
 
Mystery boy: whaO
She doesn’t remember anything; my goal is to help her remember
All of it that moment but every time I’m facing her my eyes go wide as I stare at her lips wanting to kiss them again , feel there warmth against my lips.
 
 
Hello’ is you there, hehe freshy
Gosh stop staring at my mouth is there something on them or something? NO sorry,
Umh the bell rang I got to go class, here your jumper
No keep it on okay,
Umh ok, as I was walking off he grabbed my wrist
Then my memory came back, the necklace the blood what did I do. I stared at his hand on my wrist and he goes promise me that you will meet me here at minor?
Umh I’
Please
Ok
 
Chapter 19
Was in class I felt warm, was it cause of his jumper?
Or when I was around him, I remember the necklace and blood,
I slowly looked at my hand, opened my palm slowly, and there a
Cut on my palm. I touched it and then I remember everything
The KISS the pulling me in, then a tear fell while the bell rang at the same time. I slowly walked to the tree and he was standing there talking to the girls, I was shocked that he was holding a girl’s hand Tasi’s hand; Ok I think the flash back was so fake
And here I was going to go and thank him for the jumper.
RGGHHH now I truly hate him, and I was going to be his friend
Oh well he’s looking at me, he let go of her hand, what a loser,
I poked the tongue and he laughed. I yelled out jerk you cant find me.
He yelled out really!
YEP
 I ran he can’t find me in the girl toilets, I sat there on the toilet sitting and I could here the slurry girls come in, and they started talking about me saying, WHY did he choose her she’s not that pretty, she’s pretty but a bit to chubby, then another girl say maybe it’s her ass, maybe he like big asses.
I wanted to jump out and kill them but it will blow my cover.
Then all of a sudden I herd them screaming, I quickly put my legs up, so I was crouching on the toilet.
Then I herd the girls go or it’s only you,
Then I herd a voice say you mind if I look around
A girl quickly says YES
So they all say it to.
Shit shit shit it’s him I hear somebody kicking the doors
I was hoping he wouldn’t come to the last.
Lucky a girl goes there’s no one in here, we checked,
Then he goes there’s one more to go just this last one ok girls,
Then I’ll leave you in peace to day dream about me.
Then they started giggling. Eww how pathetic what’s I thought
Self centred he is. Kicked the door my eyes closed open them and he’s smiling. He grabbed my arm and pulled me out, I saw the girl’s faces in shock I pulled my arm away and looked at them, STOP FUCKING TALKING ABOUT ME BITCHES, GET A LIFE WHY DONT YOU!
 
He looked at me and started laughing.
I turn and said they were talking about us.
He smiled and goes so it’s US now,
Whatever why are you pulling me so hard,
Oh sorry!
Umh here is my necklace you can have it,
I looked deep at it and said no it’s your mother’s
He looked at me and said you remember
I said yes everything,
This is freak'n ridiculous Rrrrgghhh
Why he said, your going out with Tasi
NO I’m not, she’s my best friend
Umh best friend is your one and only true love,
Ever herd of that I say, best friend as in cousins
Oh shame haha I’m such and idiot!
Why what would happen if I did have a girlfriend ae?
Umh nothing, but really I was like I would shoot you!
He turns and say’s you cute,
Then I reckon to say it back, when I was supposed to say softy ass.
OH Umh so what happens now,
As he turns and looks at me he starts to blush,
He’s staring at my lips again, I spared him the pain
Put my fingers on his cheek and kissed him,
 
Mystery boy:
Found her in the toilet smart girl to hide there.
Well we were talking and her nice pink lips moving up and down, I couldn’t stop staring at them that I just wanted to kiss her but she got to me first,
She released her self and smiled so hard, that I wanted to kiss her so bad again and don’t stop.
 
I turned to him and said are you okay,
He goes yep fine as can be,
I like you he said I looked at he’s chestnut eyes and go I like you to
So are we going out, he said
I don’t know only if you want to
He smiles and says, do you wanna go out with me
I smiled and said YES I think, (what am I doing)
He smiles then I turn and say you’ve got a really nice smile
Well anyways since your my girlfriend can I kiss whenever I want?
EWW.
IM serious.
Oh maybe J
He leaned over and said mystery girl do you have a name?
Yep!
I turned and said MIRIAMA
 
Mystery boy what is your name? CARLEEO
 
 
What happens next to be continued?
In part 2.


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