Selfishness + Self-Hate + Suicide = the EASY WAY OUT

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Destroy others and then kill yourself so you don’t have to be held accountable or take responsibility for your actions… spinelessly cowardly.To go and kill unarmed people? To step in and decide that you are the one who should decide the fate of innocent human beings? To decide that you should kill people who have done NOTHING to you? COWARDLY!

Submitted: November 14, 2015

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My opinion: If one hates one’s life, and has low self-worth, low self-esteem, zero ability to communicate with other people and no courage to face life, no hope to carry on, no guts, balls and/or integrity or dignity given to the human race who have been set apart from the animals; if one has ‘not found answers’ and wants to commit suicide, because of pride, inability to apologise, inability to face consequences, inability to deal with their existential vacuum, inability to be humble and ask for help, inability to admit a mistake, inability to see beyond their moment etc… here’s the thing - f.y.i. - an intelligent person knows that suicide IS NOT THE ANSWER. An intelligent, non-self-absorbed person knows that being absorbed in only themselves, hating themselves and thus having the thought of desiring to kill themselves, is something that makes them feel guilty. It is something that rides on their conscience, keeps them awake at night, creates thoughts in their head that they don’t deserve to live, that they are unworthy to live, that they have no purpose, that all they can see is ‘their’ world in a mess, they can see that they want out because they have thought themselves into believing that they can’t ‘handle it’, that they can’t ‘change it’ (and all this stupid thinking is a load of rubbish by the way, you are perfectly loved and you do have an incredibly good purpose for being on earth!), that no-one else will change or be who they want them to be, they want to kill themselves, but their guilt and their conscience are telling them that they can’t… that killing themselves is the one thing in life that is not the answer … but they want to… and where there is a will there is a way … there is a way to commit suicide without feeling the intensity of the guilt, the responsibility, the pain and hurt of it, if but for a small moment before whatever truth meets us all after death . . . Join Terrorist Islam. (How appropriate – ‘terror’ – just go join ‘terror’ – only a desperate person would do that, in my opinion.)

If one joins Terrorist Islam, then one can kill one’s self and loads of other people too. One can take one’s self-hate and blow it up in the faces of millions of other people. One can take one’s self-hate, self-loathing, guilt, conscience and spin it all around in a brain-washed way that will make it “ok” (even justified!) for one to break the one important law in human society: THOU SHALT NOT KILL. If one joins Terrorist Islam, one will be brainwashed into believing that they are above God, above the one Human Law that EVERYONE is accountable to: THOU SHALT NOT KILL. If one joins Terrorist Islam, then one’s perceived inability to speak to other people, one’s perceived inability to ‘belong’ to one’s own ‘society’, one’s perceived inability to change the world, one’s perceived inability to have a back bone and practice love, all the inner hurt, all the personal history of sorrow, heartache, hate, terror and fear is twisted and turned around to allow that one desire, that one no-no, the most cowardly and selfish thing ever, to be “ok”: Suicide. Terrorist Islam will allow lonely, sad, hurting, fearful, manipulable, broken and angry people to step over God, over what it means to be a human being, completely miss the point of what it means to be a human being, dissolve all sensible, logical rationale, kill all love and step into finding a mental, personal, ‘guilt-free’ way around: THOU SHALT NOT KILL.

Why is that law there? It is there because LOVE does not KILL. Love talks. Love is challenged. Love rises above the challenge. Love FORGIVES. Love HOPES. Love HEALS. LOVE is PEACE BEYOND UNDERSTANDING! Love is SHARING. LOVE IS KIND, CARING, GIVING… LOVE LIVES! Suicide and Suicide Bombing ARE NONE OF THAT. NONE OF IT. 

To enter into a place and intentionally kill the person in line to develop the cure for HIV/AIDS. To kill the person who is the only breadwinner of a family. To go out and intentionally create ORPHANS. To destroy lives. To instill NIGHATMARES in ALL the people who witnessed the suicide bombers SELFISHNESS. Who had to witness the bloodshed. Who had to be traumatised and destroyed inside because someone hated their life so much that they desired everyone else to hate theirs too! SELFISH!

As a member of the human race, I do not believe that killing anyone, including oneself, is any sign of bravery. To go and kill unarmed people? To step in and decide that you are the one who should decide the fate of innocent human beings? To decide that you should kill people who have done NOTHING to you? COWARDLY! So very very COWARDLY!!!  COWARDLY, COWARDLY!!!! I DO NOT believe that breaking one of the highest human laws: THOU SHALT NOT KILL, is acceptable, unless it is self-defense. I believe it is the most COWARDLY, IRRESPONSIBLE, SELFISH, SELF-HATE-FILLED, SELF-LOATHING-FILLED, DESTESTABLE, UNWORTHY, HORRENDOUS, NASTY, MEAN, DISEMPOWERING, HURTFUL, HATE creating things a human being can do with their life. Then on top of that, to turn around and say it is for ‘God’ – ‘Jihad’ – what a load of BULLSHIT! What a crock of CRAP! It is not for God; God has made it more than clear: THOU SHALT NOT KILL!!!!! It isn’t for GOD, it is for MAN, for EGO, for personal PRIDE, for personal VENGANCE, for personal HATE, for personal LOW SELF ESTEEEM, for personal DESIRE, for personal POWER, for personal GUILT, ME ME ME – personal EVERYTHING! Cowards, such cowards. Irresponsible cowards. Destroy others and then kill yourself so you don’t have to be held accountable or take responsibility for your actions… spinelessly cowardly.

Viktor E. Frankl, “To suffer unnecessarily is masochistic rather than heroic.”

“Each situation in life represents a challenge to man and presents a problem for him to solve, the question of the meaning of life may actually be reversed. Ultimately, man should not ask what the meaning of his life is, but rather he must recognise that is it ‘he’ who is asked. In a word, each man is questioned by life; and he can only answer to life by ‘answering for’ his own life; to life he can only respond by being responsible. Thus, logotherapy sees in responsibleness the very essence of human existence.” Man’s Search For Meaning, V.E.Frankl.


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