my suicide note

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Status: Finished  |  Genre: Horror  |  House: Booksie Classic

ugh

To who it may concern hi my name is danny
If you are reading this im dead put plz don't judge me
When you done reading this plz 4 get me
9Now im about 2 give you a lil piece of me
I am unwanted;dead 2 the human eye
Lost my my heart 2 the devilyet
Im still alive
I shout to my self plz plz take away my agany
But how can I leave pain
When pain married me
Trouble followz me
Itz my personal stalker
My blade glued 2 me
My personal lover
Blood drippin; I need it like water
Thinking of a million wayz 2 make my life shorter
Sweat dripz; im not nerveous
Just anxious to get it over with
Imagineing me... laying on the beach,water to my knees with my throt slit
My blood flowz into the ocean
Therefore I create the red sea
So the whole world remembers me
Life raped me; god taped me
.down. 2 a chair as my soul escaped
Im empty
Lost in the valley of death
Fuck the world I have nothing left
But im still stressed;the thoughtz of it consumes me
Family dead 2 me all they did was use me
Friendz lost @ sea all they did waz abuse me
God abandoned me
The devil laughs @ me
Angelz mock me
While demonz cry 4 me
I feel like every one punching bag
Don't feel sad; im happy
I escaped the pain
I cry no more , cuz my tears burn like acid rain
I couldn't take the pain
I coukldnt afford 2 stay
So I woke up 4 10 09 and took my life away
I got pushed to a point I don't wanna stay
I don't wanna run away
I wanna die so I stay away
Because there's been day im so sick I puke up my heart and poke it with a stick
I put it in someonez handz and they run away with it
I got tired of living a life I never wanted
Im tired of living a lie that every 1 took part in
Weed coulnt help it just stalled my pain
Other drugz diddnt matter they all the same
So ima leave you on a note that
I really didn't wanna live
I wanted a kid
But not 2 live in the world im living in
Ppl alwayz gave me a choice between
Life and death
I choose death
Slowly
Painfully
Grusome
Bloody
Uprising
Beautiful
Glorious
Happy
Lifechangeing death
..........
.........
Goodbye
Ps I never felt more
"Alive"


Submitted: June 15, 2009

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