I look down ..
at that big spot of water under me
I see the reflection of myself
looking at me with anger and hate
so much anger ..
made my heart beat so fast
fear .. went through my heart like a bullet
smashed that solid heart into little pieces
feelings are agitated inside of me
my brain is so confused
my face is lost ..
doesn't know what is the right reaction to make
smile .. cry .. frown .. laugh
tears are snatched out of my eyes
leaving them without a goodbye
all the way through my face till they reach my chin
racing against each others ..
a tear drops into the water
my reflection fades .. replaced by an image of my past
a mistake I've made ..
another tear with another image ..
a wrong decision I've taken ..
tears followed by tears
showing me how miserable my life was ..
water is raising ..
surrounding me
so heavy water .. holding me so hard
so hard that I can't move
dark water filled with sorrow
mixed with the tears of my life
putting that huge pressure on my body
breaking every bone in him
that terrible sound of smashing filling my ears
but there is no pain I can feel
I'm chocking with my own breath
a prisoner of my own sins
eyes full of frozen tears
watching my soul give up
looking up watching it fly to the sky
leaving that dead broken miserable body
to rot ..
in the water of death .
Submitted: February 15, 2011
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