My central part is frozen rock-hard;
a single slab of iciness.
I permitted myself to fantasize,
but it will not transpire into happiness.
Damn your eternal existence.
I have no life anymore.
I didn’t want it to happen.
I didn't want to love you anymore.
I treasured you forever;
I didn’t want to let you go.
I wish you knew how much I loved you.
I guess you will never know.
My blood will always flow
even though I want it to slow
My heart is shattered.
Will I ever matter?
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