I will never ever forget
I will never stop thinking about what happened to me.
I will never forget what he did to me.
He raped and abused me.
For awhile he had power over me.
I will always remember what happened to me.
I have visions in my head what he did to me.
I have nightmares all the time with him touching me.
I wake up screaming and yelling do not touch me.
I was scared of what he would do to me.
He threatened my life when he was raping me.
The worst part was I was awake but could not move while he raped me.
He bragged about drugging me.
I wanted so bad to move but I couldn't.
I felt so helpless and just wanted it to end.
I was crying the whole time while he was laughing.
I am trying to overcome what happened to me.
I want my old life back and trying to move on.
I do not want to feel this pain.
Will I ever get rid of this pain?
I wanted to get back what was taken from me.
Even though I know I can never have my innocence back.
I want to heal and not feel so worthless.
I have felt so useless for so long.
I just want the pain gone.
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