I think of my ex all the time. When I wake up, when I go about my day, when I go to bed and I even dream of him at night. I still see random things and they remind me of him….
But what I noticed in the past few weeks is that the bad weeks became days and that the days became only a few hours during some of the days and having more and more not so bad days and even great ones! I decided to start counting the happy hays . I set myself a new goal every time, to beat my own record.
It is getting better, it’s all part of the process, we have to get through all the stages in our own time and at the end we are winners because we’ve grown, became a better version of our old selves.
I just try to live how I like, doing the things I love and be happy regardless of him haunting me. I am going easy on myself and spoiling me and I give myself a pat on the back every single time I see even a little progress that I’ve made. I noticed the blue sky while driving? well done me! And I feel good for feeling good.:) I know I’m going to get to the point when I’ll stand in front of him, smiling and cool with the fact that he has a new partner now.
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