I want to just give up,
I give what I can and it's never enough,
I try real hard to give my best,
But I guess this life is just a test,
And once it's over I'll be done,
And maybe there won't be another one,
I just want to get a gun,
And blow my heart out in the sun,
No I don't.. these are just feelings,
And I know it takes time,
Takes time to start healing,
Everytime I wake up,
I'm scared of getting yelled at,
Everytime I go to sleep,
I don't want to awake,
But I'll go on,
For my family's sake..
I love them with all my heart,
And only actions to these words,
Will tear us apart.
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