Robotic Relations

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She said “I never find true happiness and cheer but these people came to me for happiness. How can I give them the thing which I don’t have”?

She took all her money from his wallet and left a note on the table near wine bottle which says “we work for the money and have no passions or feelings, you son of the bitch.”

Submitted: December 26, 2007

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Robotic Relations
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Chintoo was a shy and poetic minded person. But we can say he was in an opposite profession to his mind and heart. As his father and brothers were in the engineering profession, so they pushed him to be an engineer while he wanted to study the arts. He accepted his defeat due to lot of family pressure and got admission in engineering degree programme. He was a book warm and studied hard in college and university. He had no time for making friends, and was seen at distance from other students specially girls. He once made a promise with himself that he will make first love only with his wife who will be his beloved. He was a bit different from others and often found alone during and after the classroom. He involved himself in the study and graduated as engineer from university and achieved the aim of his father and brothers but lost his dreams during this period. Before graduation he was writing some poems and articles about nature, life and love. Later, he forgot everything and his heart became hard as like other people who lost their dreams.
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When Chintoo graduated from university, he was expected to get a good job in some company to support his as well as his family expenditures. He was a clever, sharp and intelligent person so soon he got a job in a small company. Though, it wasn’t a good job but was necessary to start his career as professional. He worked hard there and within month or two was able to have money in his pockets. He was praised by all colleagues as well as by his seniors due to his hard work, intelligence and commitment. But, he was having bad time at home due to certain family problems. His father and elder brothers were not happy with his present job with less salary and his less financial contribution towards family. He starts becoming upset and depressed. His family has spent a lot of money on his education and now they wanted to have the return. He often thinks if his family has invested on him to get profits in return or for be a responsible, aware and educated person of the society. He stayed in this company for six months and learnt a good experience which was going to play in remarkable effect on his future career.
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Time goes on and after leaving that company, he got a little better offer in other company. Last six years, he was busy in achieving aims of his family and then was busy in getting enough resources to fulfill family requirements. The poetic and creative person inside him was sleeping during all these times. He was just like a machine working all the day to earn enough to feed him and his family. His feelings were also sleeping, he started becoming materialistic and at last society changed him into another person. Whenever, he got some spare time he do nothing just look on the roofs and walls of the small room which was being shared with two of his brothers.
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Another year passed while making money and he got a better opportunity in a new company. This was a better than previous ones and two of his colleagues were females. As Chintoo was a shy person so hesitated in beginning to speak openly with both of them? One of them was a business professional named Fozia and other was an engineer named Nadia. These two girls were from two different classes of the society. Fozia was a lower middle class family and was supporting her family as her father died leaving behind two boys, a girl and a widow. She was the eldest one and took the responsibility of family. She was around in her thirties and not married. While Nadia belong to an upper class family and doing her job only for fun and time pass. She was very found of eating and hanging around with her friends. She was in her twenties and a little proud during office times and seldom has had any conversation with other colleagues. She left the job after three months of her joining and married a rich person who lives in LA, California and shifted there with him. While Fozia continued her job in the same company.
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Chintoo was now having good experience and little better salary than previous ones and also supporting his family. On the very first day, he started liking Fozia but never showed it to her being coward and shy. Fozia never showed any kind of interest in him or any other body except the routine office job and that’s all. Fozia seemed to be a very conservative Muslim girl, covering her head with scarf all the time. She was very regular in her prayers even in office hours. But, she was a beautiful young lady. Anyone who saw her at first was charmed by her simplicity, modesty and beauty. Many other male colleagues tried on her many times and always have wished to date with her alone somewhere else.
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On the other hand, though Chintoo liked her but never tried on her. It was a very nice and new experience for him to work in such an environment. He again started feelings inside him and he even tried to write a poem after almost eight years. The passions to wish for love wake up again in his hard heart. He felt the softness of love. His dried heart was filling up with the moisture of life. He wrote the following words in his diary after almost a decade.
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Nobody can say anything about her beauty,
And thinking of her in dreams specially.
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But she came to me and said I like you,
She is caring and has love filled heart too.
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When she requested me to stop in the way,
And seeing at my face so that I may say.
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I told her the truth that you are a work of art
A wonderful feeling that came directly from heart.
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She was surprised to hear the truth by my lips,
And asked me to be like friends and have a kiss.
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Suddenly my mom waked me from sleeping.
I lost all my laughing, dreaming and start weeping.
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The words expressed by me” you are a work of art”
Still lay in my heat, though we are apart.
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There are some people, who touched our lives,
Left behind their memories full of smiles.
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I am feeling so strong, so unique and so new.
My beloved work of art, I am thinking of you.
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It was a very nice experience for him that he came back to life from a robotic life. But, future holds something different than what we wish or think. Chintoo got another offer from a company abroad. He was not willing to go there after this beautiful event but he was offered a handsome salary and his family insisted him to avail this chance. They assured him once he is financially stable, he can achieve all his aims. Keeping in view all these things, he left that company for good and joined the new company abroad. Though, he was getting more salary here but the working conditions were very poor there. Chintoo was very disappointed after coming here but life is a big teacher and it teaches you everything. The flower of thoughts and love which started growing stopped immediately. He was again busy in his work like a machine and happy moments were over. But, before going into the depths of materialism he wrote few last words in his diary as follows.
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Do you know how I pass my day and night?
There is no light when I come and when left no bright
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It seems I have no heart because
All the day I have machines in sight,
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I am tired of busy schedule
But my boss said, it's all right.
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My eyes are closing un-willingly,
I am having dark in white.
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All the day just passed while earning
All my blood is going to be burning,
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During these moments I am feeling someone,
Who is not to be said my darling,
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I am sacrificing for myself and family,
But they don't know I never see the morning.
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Expatriates from all over the world were in a large numbers in this company. Chintoo started knowing about other people and life in their societies and countries. This was a great hobby for him to pass his time listening stories of other countries and sometime adventurous sex stories of colleagues. Chintoo made a new friend there named Unnch. He was from Spain and a decent smart beautiful person. He was a great lover of female beauties and has many girl friends in Spain and here as well. He was of opposite nature to Chintoo but was full of life. He smiles all the time and wanted to have fun apart from busy working schedule. Chintoo liked him due to his lovely nature and enthusiasm.
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One day Unnch took him to a hotel. After having their drink, his friend introduced him with his Russian girl friend named Endira who resembles Fozia. She was very beautiful and smart. She kissed Chintoo on his cheeks which he was not expecting and leaves a lipstick mark. It was a very new experience for him and first time ever he felt the heat in between his legs and his heart started pumping more blood in his veins and breathes were so strong that it can be heard from distance. Chintoo has passed all of his life while busy in studies or in jobs and never experienced such an experience in his country. Now he seemed to enjoy in the pub and seeing a lot of girls in minor clothes. They passed sometime with her in the bar and then his friend asked him to stay in a hotel room with them. Chintoo can felt the situation but he wanted to go with them actually. He wanted to forget all his burdens and pass sometime in the laps of a girl who looks like his beloved Fozia which he has never experienced. His clever friend left Endira and him alone in the hotel room 120. Though, Endira was like Fozia but she was a prostitute. She offered herself to Chintoo but he was hesitating to get closer to her. In meantime, the room bell rings and one waiter brings in the bottle of liquor. She poured it two glasses and offered one to him. After having her drink, she came closer to him and said why you are so shy; let’s put off your shirt and trouser and unzip my mini skirt. The drops of sweat were appearing on his forehead and face. He asked her politely he is not the kind of man as she is thinking. He requested her to stay at a distance to him which she accepted. Then they talked sometime and she told him about her country, family and friends and how she gets into this business.
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She has the same story like Chintoo was having, like Fozia was having……….that’s the money to feed ourselves and families. Few took the jobs we called as white collar and others sell their bodies but not souls. After having a long conversation with her, he felt relaxed. All his worries ended when she said “I never find true happiness and cheer but these people came to me for happiness. How can I give them the thing which I don’t have”? She then came near to him and said we can be good friends and if you don’t want to have sex, I will not force you. It was almost the 3:00 am at the clock and now there was only one bed in the room. She went to bed and asked Chintoo to come on the bed and promised to be at a distance. He agreed and wear sleeping suit and lay down himself on the bed near her. They can listen the voice of heart beats and breathes of each other.
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Chintoo was looking at the roof of the room and thinking about Fozia, his first unexpressed, undeclared, one way love. He dreamed about her walking together in the rain and having fun. After sometime, Endira looked at Chintoo who was lost in his fantasy world. She took the chance and came closer to him and broke her promise. She was naked and she took turn over Chintoo who was lost in his fantasy world. She kissed hardly on his lips and started playing with his tongue. She grabbed him and turns on him. Chintoo thought of her as he is making love with Fozia but actually spoiled his youth with Endira…..a prostitute, …a whore. He enjoyed this new experience and started loving her deeply considering her as Fozia. He became wild during sex and Endira was playing very well with his innocence and enjoying his fresh youth. She involved him so much in sex play that sun appears behind the curtains and saw them red handed. After taking all his energies during whole night, she took shower in the morning; have her breakfast and left Chintoo sleeping in the bed but with no dreams in his eyes and wishes in his heart. While leaving, she took all her money from his wallet and left a note on the table near wine bottle which says “we work for the money and have no passions or feelings, you son of the bitch.”
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When Chintoo came to senses, he was alone in the room lying naked in the middle of the king size bed. He looked around for Endira but she was no more here as well as his wallet. She achieved her aim and left him behind. He was feeling ashamed as he broke his own promise with him. He was down in his own eyes but he was not having any place to burry himself underneath. He was alone again in the hotel room; he took shower and sit down on the table to express his feeling. Then he wrote the following words in his diary.
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In the cold dark night of the winter,
I was accidentally seduced by a spinster.

I was going in a deep pain inside;
She appeared before me like a bride.
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She touched my heart without any hesitation,
I spoiled myself and have done bad in frustration.

She took me to her apartment in hurry
It seemed that it was start of my worry.
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At that time, I was in need of someone to share,
I don't know who made me to have such a dare.

While entering her house, I was little afraid.
But I have already made this stupid mistake.

She was a very hot lady with a lot of fun,
I must say, she was burning like the sun.

She took all my energies and innocence as well,
It seemed that I have put myself in the hell.

I started loving her and never want to have an end,
Which is not a good habit in today’s trend?

She also assured me of her deep love,
She was just looking like a beautiful dove.

At time, I was having nothing to give her,
People used to say, she was a seducer.

When I got senses, I came to know her reality,
Seducing the innocent was her specialty.

After getting her love, she left me alone,
One can say, innocence failed and sex won.

I was considering her innocent, but she was a witch,
After getting love, she said, “You are a son of the bitch.”
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After that, Chintoo was again busy in his routine job works but surprising he started going to that place very regularly on weekends and passed his good time with prostitutes but without any passions or feelings. He paid them money and gets their artificial love in return. This time no whore looted him as he has dealt them as whores. He created a false shield as a covering to his bad deeds. He often found saying that I am doing right by going to these whores as I break my promise and I am no more innocent. Three more years passed in the same way and he was having robotic relations with everybody. He even forgets smiling and showing love to any one.
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Then one cool bright day, he received a call from a girl. Without her introduction she straight forwardly said to him that “will you marry me?” Chintoo straight forwardly replied “No” as it was too late for him.
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Do you know, who was that girl ………….she was Fozia.
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Author: Mujahid Akhtar??????????? Email: mas508@yahoo.com??????????????????? Website: www.poetrypoems.com/MujahidAkhtar


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