Do you ever wonder why? Why do we live and why do we die? Why do we suffer loss and pain? Why do we worry and cry? Pain...it is everywhere and everyday, it can be a litteral pain, a physical pain, or an emotional pain but it is there.....but why? Why do people have to suffer so much in this life? Is this truely God's plan? I have faith, but as a human being I also must ask... why? Why do some of us live while others die? What makes people do what they do to either themselves or to others? It is all relative....we hurt eachother and we hurt ourselves> Ther is no end to it outside of death. Why can a person seem so happy and yet be so depressed and trapped in darkness while noone knows? No sense.....none of it makes any sense. Why do some take their lives especially our youth, what could be so bad that they see no other way out but death? Pain....why is it necessary, oh but it must be because we suffer it in one way or another everday. But i find myself more now than ever saying WHY. Nearly my entire family is gone....why? Why has one of our bright children given up? Why does my sister have to suffer beyond belief? Why are my children crying and confused....why? Why....it's always the question isn't it the question with no answer.
I know life is supposed to go on but here's a question..... how? How do we just keep going, what do we do with the holes we are left with? How do we mend, how do we wake up and carry on everday? How do you explain to your children, your family what has happened? How do you tell them it will be okay when in your own heart and soul you yourself don't know how? These thoughts go on and on everyday, more profound with the recent loss of someone close. Why...How....those are such simple questions with no answers.
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