My old-self

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Status: Finished  |  Genre: Fantasy  |  House: Booksie Classic
A story about a girl who lost herself and realises ahe can't get it back.

Submitted: April 05, 2012

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It felt like it was yesterday, I remember everything exactly.I woke up in this room.It was dark and creepy.The walls were white but dirty.It was very messy.I had no idea where i was.
I had a hirroble headache.My clothes were all covered in blood,my wrists were bleeding.I found some pills on the little table at the side of the bed.They were really colourful, the
bottle of vodka, half empty was laying on the floor.I took one pill at a time till they were all gone.I dodnt think.I was lost inside my sick head. I started dancing,naked,bare food, looking out the window but there was nothing.Suddenly i fell and i couldn get up.I couldnt move at all.I woke up. not in the same place. i was in woods. dark terrifying place.
I've necer been here before.Am i dead?I stood up.I saw a man.He was wearing black.holdnig a gun in his hand.I ran.He was chasing after me.I tried to hide but he would find me anywhere. I stopped. I saw a little hill and a girl at the top of it.The most beautiful girl i ewer seen.She had long curly hair, andshe was wering a white dress.the most beautifull i ever seen.She had a teddy bear,just like mine when i was little.I dont remember her face, all i know is that she was the most beautiful girl i ever seen.She said to me :'would you want to go back to being me? -'you have no idea how much'- I said. She did'nt say a thing,she turned around and walked away. I shouted 'wait'.But all i heard was a shot and a scream.I fellupon my knees crying.I felt like someone took away all that meant something to me. Thats when i realised that this girl  was me.I never considered myself as
preety but mybe she was a quintessence of everything that was good in me.Pureness,innocence.Thoughts came to my head with a spped of light.
That old-me that is dead now.I realised that i killed my old-self.With my decisions,actions. And that i cant get it back.I would give anything to get it backbut its not possible.People say that you can make your dreams come true, but not all of them.We all wish we could turn back time but it isnt possible. No matter how much you want to.So ypu have to  live 
your life making good decisions.:Life isnt about regreting but but it sorts us out sometimes.gets us back in the shape when we fall apart.And we all do. 
  It all happened to be just a dream but it was the most significant one I ever had.


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