I hurt Alone

It is so easy for you just to walk away
It is so easy for you just to look away from me
It is so easy for you just to look right through me
It is so easy for you just to distance yourself from me

It is so hard for you to reach out to me
It is so hard for you to see the depth of my despair
It is so hard for you to really see me for who I am
It is so hard for you to really care about me

It is so easy for you to hear
It is so easy for you yo judge me
It is so easy for you label me
It is so easy for you to bask in your joy

It is so hard for you to listen to me
It is so hard for you to understand me
It is so hard for you to acquainted me
It is so hard for you to feel my pain

It is so easy for you to bewilder at me
It is so easy for you believe what people think about me

It is so easy for me to look away
It is so easy for me to cry
It is so easy for me to walk alone
It is so easy for me to just push you away

It is hard for me to hide my feelings that show in my eyes
It is hard for me to talk when all I want to do is cry
It is hard for me to risk rejection so I walk alone
It is hard for me to be held than pushing you away

I try to keep my distance so you don't hurt me anymore

It is so easy for me to die
It is hard to face life's challenges so I rather die
It is hard for me to be happy when I really am in pain
It is hard for me to talk to you when you just don't understand

It is very hard for me to reach out but I know I will be rejected
I wish everyone would look at me for who I really am
If you really cared about me you would try to hug me when I try to push away
If you really cared about me you'd would hold me til the end
If only you really know me you would now my feelings

The easy roads for me are to hurt alone
The easy roads are my peace
The easy roads are my pain
I will live the easy roads till the end of my hurt.