Numb and Dead

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Status: Finished  |  Genre: Poetry  |  House: Booksie Classic
Title gives it away. How I feel, numb and dead.

Submitted: September 04, 2007

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Numb and Dead

My emotions are running away,
I feel as though I am empty.
Nothing inside me,
Just a mending heart.

Even though I try to hide with a smile,
Everything backfires.
Even though I try to be normal,
I am still called a freak.

These days are the hardest,
Everything is falling apart.
My family is split,
And more hurt is going on.

I am never here,
Never anywhere.
I am numb and dead.
Nothing I can do,
Nothing anyone can do for me now.
If only there were a cure.

Sometimes I think there is nothing to live for,
I keep alive for two reasons.
One I love and my little sister.
I do not give a damn if taking my life is wrong,
I just want this feeling to be final.
I rather be in my death bed then be living and feeling this pain.

I never felt this pain before,
All is new to me.
I wish it would stop.
I wish it would go away with time.

I am never here,
Never anywhere...
I am numb and dead.
Nothing I can do,
Nothing anyone can do for me now.
I am numb and dead until death befall me.


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