What I Am, Nothing Can Change Me

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Status: Finished  |  Genre: Poetry  |  House: Booksie Classic
Even though the title gives enough information, I thought to let you, the reader, know that this is rather depressing and that my mood is not in the ideal one.

Submitted: June 24, 2008

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What I Am, Nothing Can Change Me

I sit here in the dark,
Thinking of what I have done.
Shivering from the cold,
Even though all around me is warmth.
Acting as though someone is with me,
When no one ever was.

What I am...
Nothing can change me.
For this is me,
And I shall forever be this way.

Yes.
I can go insane
Can tell you about the things I create
And how I create them.
I can tell you that my mood
Is the most inflential thing in my life.
And that my imagination is the only thing getting me through.

As people become happy,
Because they have that person
Or because they finally found a purpose.
It leaves me in the dark,
But gives me some light.
Everyone deserves to be happy.
But I feel as though I am in the dark.

What I am...
Nothing can change me.
For this is me,
And I shall forever be this way.

I am insane,
I am depressed,
I am everywhere,
I am sporadic.
I cannot change this.
All I want is stability.
But I am wasting away.

As the summer begins,
Winter takes over my life.
I shiver all the time,
I am depressed from the lack of happiness.
What am I to do with this?
I want to get rid of this feeling.

I never, never wanted this,
Always wanted to be happy.
I never ever wanted my life to be this way.
But things cannot change...

As I see them with those people,
All wearing smiles...
Not everything will be sugarcoated,
I must stand strong like I have.
And try to get through this.
Even though no one is here for me,
Even though no one was ever here for me.

What I am...
Nothing can change me.
For this is me,
And I shall forever be this way.
Even if that means my life be taken.


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