My weight part 1

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My life- More like my weight story.
It's kind of more like a blog or a diary but anyone is free to read it..

Submitted: July 19, 2012

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Submitted: July 19, 2012

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Hi guys. ..
I just wanted to say, my life is awesome. It's great. I'm a happy child.. 
 
I'll start off to tell you I'm 12 years old.
I will be 13 in November. I act way mature for my age. You'll never guess I'm 12.
 
I've been irking my aunt to buy me a skateboard.
Today..7/20/12 she bought me one.
I had no idea. I thought we were going to buy it later with my mom.
My mom told my dad. My dad says NO. NO. You can't have that skateboard.
I was next to to my skateboard.. acting happy but really I wanted to cry so bad and just break down.
And he told me NO. I dont want you riding a skateboard. You weigh too much to be on a skateboard. Lose some weight and excersice. Until then no. JUST NO!
I didn't care because I knew nothing would stop me from riding the skateboard. 
But I thought about what he said..
It's true. I'm over weight. But I can do stuff others can't do.
I'm an active dancer. I don't get out of breathe quick. I can run fast.
I'm so ashamed of my weight. I weigh 161 pounds.
My doctor said I have to lose weight. 
I wanted to start a diet. It worked well for the first day. I counted every calorie I ate.
The next few days I forgot about it. I didn't care about my weight.
 
Every morning when get ready for school I would look at my stomach with my school shirt.
I would put a sweater everyday hoping I look skinner. I used to wear hoodies.. So it didn't show.
But now my school has a no-hoodie policy.
I stook my stomach in throughout the WHOLE MIDDLE SCHOOL YEAR.
When sitting down I wanted to just let my stomach go.
I still do that till this day.
No one realizes.
I looked up on youtube, anorexia stories.
It was fascinating how they lost weight so fast.
So I decided to stop eating. 
I would throw my dinner out the window
I would not eat breakfast..
And I never used to eat lunch..
I would starve myself.
I want to just lose all my weight by starving myself and then I would know how to eat correctly when I'm skinny.
Eating healthy and excersing is so hard. I gave up I'm just going to starve myself.
Thinking about what I'm doing I cry.
Its going to be hard. But I'm going to do it.
I'm hoping to write tomorrow again. Around 1:00 a.m. when everyone is asleep wish me luck guys.
 - Anonymous
 
P.S. Alot of people wont read this I just want to express my feelings. And what is going on.
 


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