Psycological self analysis

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Status: Finished  |  Genre: Non-Fiction  |  House: Booksie Classic
Self study analysis of phycological blockage yet resolved.

Submitted: December 11, 2019

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Submitted: December 11, 2019

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Self-analysis of phycological block when presented with pregnant women, infants or product relating to either.

 

Purpose: to repair said block and allow healing

 

Issue: when presented with pregnant women, infants or product relation to either, fight or flight response is triggered. Emotional turmoil, nausea, ringing in ears, burning sensation, wave of upsetness, heart pounding/ panic, desire to get as far away from/ not have to look at offending image. Sometimes expressed as anger causing uncharacteristic negative vocal outbursts. Incapable of being in close proximity without negative emotional experience.

 

Likely cause: Heavilyinfatuated with a man who hung me out to dry without providing a clear explanation. Next encounter with said man a few months later resulted in him seeking me out, continuing to not speak to me, and making out with his pregnant girlfriend 10 feet away from me, followed by a smile in my direction.

Reaction to event: Ringing in ears, panic,flee from situation immediately.  Fell into depression, sat in silence in the dark for several days when not at work, barely ate for 11 days- force fed self for nutrition.

 

Analysis: when approached with physical reminders my brain is triggered into a similar response as original event. Deep emotional reaction, phycological blockage, reminder of heartbreak/ scorning/ hurt/ anger.

 

Solution: Likely only resolved by time, meditation and the knowledge that pregnant women and babies are everywhere and inescapable, their image will be forcibly thrust upon me for the remainder of my life so I MUST get past this complex for my own emotional and mental health. Open to further suggestions for repair.


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