Mercy Kill My Heart Astray

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Status: Finished  |  Genre: Poetry  |  House: Booksie Classic
atonement for infidelity

Submitted: October 29, 2012

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Call me what you want to make it all better

Tell me I’m a dirty fat ugly lazy slut cunt whore

Shoot me like a wounded dog for I am weak

Put me out of my misery so you can finally sleep

But please just don’t leave me with myself alone

I just might die without your body in my arms

Our relationship is not the same as it was before

Yes what I did to you and our love was wrong

Know that I hate myself for looking to another

I have no legitimate excuse for my infidelity

But you confused my heart with your uncertainty

Tell me you love me then tell me you’re leaving me

It’s understandable why you can’t trust me now

But how do I know for sure you really love me

With your back and forth doubt and unpredictability

When I say I’ll never do it again I really mean it

Instinctively I throw or push away everything I love

Creating a perpetual dissatisfaction in a world of pain

I don’t see what you could possibly still see in me

When you offer me wholeheartedly everything

And I offer you empty hollow nothingness


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