An Apology to a Freind

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Just something I needed to get off my chest.

Submitted: April 06, 2008

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Submitted: April 06, 2008

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Please forgive me for what I've done to you.

Believe me when I say it's not something I meant to do.

You think you know the whole story,

And that all I wanted was the glory.

But listen to me when I say,

This is not the game I wanted to play.

You think your the one whose going through so much pain,

But meanwhile, I'm hiding behind my wall of shame.

You hurtful words have cut so deep,

And when I'm alone, they make me weep.

How can you believe what the others tell you?

You know well enough that these rumors can't be true.

If you really cared about me,

then you would take the time to see,

that I never did anything to you.

You know in your heart that these words are true.

You have no idea how badly you've hurt me.

I will never be able to set my guilt free.

But you haven't broken my heart.

It had been already broken from the start.

You can't kill what's already dead.

You can think whatever you want in your head.

I just wish you'd give my a chance to explain,

before trying to put me through so much more pain.

I knew it was doomed from the start,

But I never thought I'd break another heart.

You can try to tear me down,

But I've alread been beaten to the ground.

You can try to hurt me to help your pain,

But all you efforts will have been in vain.

Because I can't possible be in more pain than I'm already in.

I'm living a life of sin.

My life was a lie all along.

To think I had once been so strong.

Everytime I try to start over and forget my past,

More tradgety crosses my path.

This will be the last time I hurt a friend.

All this pain will soon come to an end.

I thought, when I met you,

That all my rough times were through.

But I guess that I was wrong.

I was cursed all along.

I'm sorry...

I'm sorry...

In all my darkness and selfishness,

I was pushed into the black abyss,

That always consumes me,

Blinding me so I couldn't see.

You're tearing me down, for what I need to save my life.

Your words hurt me more than a white-hot knfie.

Stabbing deep, into my chest,

Even though I tried my best.

I'm sorry, but this is who I am inside.

Someone who hides behind the Mask of Lies.

I wish that things could have been different between us,

But I knew from the start it was doomed, because,

There is some I must find,

Something I've needed for a long, long time.

I just hope that you'll understand.

This is just...who I am.


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