Pull Away

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Status: Finished  |  Genre: Other  |  House: Booksie Classic
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Submitted: August 04, 2009

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Is this how it’s destined to be?
Am I really going to end up alone?
Why do they all run away,
When all I wanted was to help them?
It’s the same story over and over again,
And I can’t take it anymore.
This was my last attempt,
And once again I failed.
I give up.
I’m tired of being alone,
And abandoned.
I never meant any harm…
I tried to be good…
They always leave,
Once they see what’s inside me:
Nothingness.
They never feel the same way,
Once I show them who I really am.
I don’t try to push them away,
But they still go.
I never meant to hurt them,
Yet they hold it against me.
I guess I was never meant to have,
Someone by my side.
It looks like once again,
I’m in this all alone.
Do I have to fight this all by myself,
For the rest of my life?
Is it because I’m not like them?
What do I do wrong?
They all have people surrounding them,
So why am I the only one,
Who sits alone in the corner,
Watching everyone else have a good time without me?
Maybe I’m too broken for anyone to fix.
Does no one want me?
Does no one want me there?
I’ve done more harm than good.
I only made things harder for everyone else,
And brought them down with me.
I’m done hurting people.
I’m done being hurt.
I give up.
This is why I pulled away in the first place.
Someone once told me,
That even though it’s hard,
I should try to trust again,
Because something amazing could come of it.
I tried again and again,
But I only end up more broken,
When they leave,
Just like everyone always has.
None of them really cared the way they said they did.
I’d do anything for them,
Yet they turn around and forsake me,
When I need them most.
Promises are only made to be broken.
I’m tired of waiting around,
For something that will never happen.
Maybe I should just back away,
From everyone.
I don’t want this to happen again…
I don’t think I can take it.
I guess this is just how it’s supposed to be.
 
 


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