The Right Choice

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Why is it so hard?

Submitted: June 16, 2008

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Why is it so hard,

For me to just end it?

I know how I can stop all the pain,

And I have nothing left to lose.

So why am I so afraid?

Why am I afraid to lose what I have already lost?

I used to be in control,

I used to be so strong,

But now I'm nothing.

I've lost everything.

They took it all away.

My trust...

My love...

My honor...

My heart...

My soul...

My dignity...

And so much more.

Everything that meant anything to me.

What is there left to lose?

Why can't I just take this medicine?

Why am I so afraid to do the right thing?

I know how I can make everything better.

I know how I can put things right.

But I'm so afraid,

And I don't know what I'm afraid of.

Maybe it's because,

This time I have no one to hold my hand.

I have no one that can possible understand.

They all try to change me,

And shape me into what they want.

They want me to be the girl they always dreamed of.

But that's not who I am inside.

I could easily just end it.

I could give up this fight,

And do what they say.

But I know what they are trying to do.

Maybe I'm afraid of losing the things I believe in.

I can't change the way I am.

If I'm not good enogh they way I am now,

Then I never will be.

I know what the right choice would be,

But I'm too afraid.

My salvation is gone,

My trust is broken.

I have to keep fghting,

For what I believe in.

In a dream I saw it.

I saw what things could be,

If I chose to do what's best.

On the other side,

Of all this darkness,

I light is waiting to shine.

Now I know,

Whatever pain may come,

I have to give in.

I can't let my fears get in the way.

Not this time...not again.

I have to make the right choice.


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