What I've Become

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Status: Finished  |  Genre: Young Adult  |  House: Booksie Classic
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Submitted: June 21, 2008

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My world went black.

The ground crumbled beneath my feet.

I was blind to everything around me.

Too blind to see,

What I was doing to everyone else.

In my darkest hours,

All I could see was my pain.

All I felt was sorrow and hate.

I couldn't see that I was hurting them.

And what did it earn me in the end?

Nothing but hurt, pain, blood,

And damaged souls.

I was hurting too bad,

To know what I was doing.

I used to think I was the victim,

That everyone hurt me because they could.

But now I see what I really am.

I liar, a murderer, and destroyer of souls.

I used my suffering as an excuse to hurt everyone else.

I sold my soul just to cover up for my lies.

I gave myself up,

To the devil himself,

Just to keep from going in deeper.

When really,

It just made me sink faster.

I never ment to hurt anyone.

I never ment for things to be like this.

I'm ashamed to show my face,

To all those I hurt.

Because I know,

What I've done cannot be forgiven.

This mistake was too large to fix.

So now I will wither away,

Alone...like I had in the begining.

I'll disappear from their lives,

And make things right.

I will stay forever in solitude,

So I won't hurt anyone ever again.

For I carry this curse,

With crippled hands.

Whenever I try to get close to someone,

They end up getting hurt.

Never again will I do that to someone.

Never again will I let this demon,

Inside my heart take control.

I know what I've done.

I know what I am.

I know what I've become.

A monster,

That feed of the souls of others.

I'm sorry for my mistakes.

Forgive me for my sins.

This wasn't how I'd planned thing to go.

Where did I go wrong?

I would give anything,

My heart, my soul, my life,

Just to take it all back,

And set things right.

I know where I went wrong.

I know what's wrong with me.

I know what I've become.


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