FairyTale1

It started out as a fairytale.
I should have known
That it wouldn't have lasted
That long but I
Was caught up in the moment.
And I was getting lost
In between reality and this
Fairytale that we were having.

Why did you have to
End it the way you did?
Couldn't you have
Done it a better way
Instead of leaving me
Lost and hurt?

I don't know what
To be feeling.
I feel all these mixed emotions.
I feel all used up because
You were just using me.
I know that you were so
Don't lie to me and
Say that you weren't.

Forget it, it's all over
And I now know that
I have to live in reality and not
Get sucked into a fairytale
Like the one we had,
Because it won't last
And it will only end in me
Getting hurt by some jerk,
Like you.

Because of you,
I don't know who to
Trust and who to not,
So thanks for
Ruining my life.
I hope that your life
Is as ruined as mine.
But for some reason
I know that it's not.

So I hope that your life
Is better than it was
When you had me, but
Just remember that
You are a user,
Therefor that makes you
A jerk and nobody is
Going to love you
Like I did.