Double Enemy

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Status: Finished  |  Genre: Poetry  |  House: Booksie Classic
I have a lot of bottled up emotions because I don't have an outlet. I feel caged in all the time. My boyfriend has a lot of his own issues, but I don't think it's fair he won't acknowledge mine. Guess that explains it.

Submitted: December 25, 2010

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Double Enemy
2009
I feel like I am going crazy, I can’t figure myself out
So many emotions I feel, but nothing is said about.
I try to explain it, but I freeze up
Then all the sudden you talk, you love to interrupt.
I sit there silently, and you don’t even give a fuck
Now I’m just waiting for a moment to buck
How hard I try to get it together
And when I finally do, you’re deaf to everything but pleasure.
Day after day I am forced to dedicate to you
I don’t mind it, but if I like red, you have to have blue.
So stubborn in your ways, you hate to compromise.
What happened to all those prayers you made to become wise?
I haven’t seen that side yet, I’m losing all hope.
You don’t take anyone seriously but yourself, now to me you’re just a joke.
You expect things from me that I can’t have in return
This isn’t fair at all, sometimes I wish this place would burn.
You keep me trapped in this room, I can’t express myself at all.
The way you do shit around here; you stand as I fall.
I just want to meet in the middle, said this all before.
You just don’t get that I can feel something too deep within my core.
There is a weird separation that I want to go away.
You ignore my feelings because all you think about is pay.
We were not put on this earth to chase money
I know it sounds weird to you, maybe even funny.
What’s the point of doing all this if you’re destructing relationships with others?
I hate a mother fucker that doesn’t learn from mistakes with his baby mother.
How many chances do you need, how many times need to be told?
Your lack of effort and care is really making fold.
I have no energy left to argue, fight, or even try anymore
My feelings are changing because you won’t give me anything that I ask for.
I know you think you’re trying when you try for one day
But this is getting so old, I don’t think you will ever make it okay.
I feel like you’re taking my love for you away from me
It’s almost as though you are a double enemy.


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