Finally Lost It

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Status: Finished  |  Genre: Poetry  |  House: Booksie Classic

Issues I am trying to deal with. I am still trying to understand myself. I am very dramatic, I wrote most of my poems under the influence.

Finally Lost It
November 5th, 2009 5 p.m
I think I have finally lost it; the feeling of true emotions.
I feel lost, I feel dead
I need them back, give me some potion.
Wake up every day, don’t know how I feel
I hope it’s not too late, is it ever too late to heal?
My soul is on fire, it is really burning
What is it that I’m looking for, what am I yearning?
Why does it feel like I am the only one not content?
Is everybody just satisfied, no need to vent?
It’s hard when you feel like the only one
Afraid to tell somebody, they might make fun.
Don’t think I’m crazy because I’m honest with myself
I have a sense of reality; it’s good for my health
Better than masking it, skills of master stealth.
I know I’m a smart bitch, but I wish I had it all
The way I am going now, I am guaranteed to fall.
How was I able to love someone for so long?
Then one day woke up singing a different song?
Met someone else so quick
Almost as if I meant it.
I need you to get over the last
And the one before to mask the past.
When will I be fully satisfied God?
Who am I to ask?
Looks as though I will be running around for a while
When will all this end, it hurts to crack a smile.
So co-dependent I need you to need me
And when your need for me is gone, I should feel free.
Nothing but loneliness sits in my gut
So I go running after you till the ball hits the putt.

Submitted: December 25, 2010

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