When I first came to know you
every nerve in my body is screaming,
telling me to stay away from you.
But there was something intriguing
something really fascinating
that ignites my curiosity
"A little fun won't harm anyone"
You whispered in my ears
I followed you.
Curiosity kills a cat.
But I am not a cat.
At least that was what I told myself.
Little did I know
I was tricked into your deception
Little did I know
that was the beginning of my downfall
Without even realizing
you became a crucial part of my all
an obsession that I never thought I would crave
When I was with you
you did nothing
but bringing out my ugliest side
my most demonic nature
From wrecking other people's life
to messing with my own self
I've done nothing
but destroying and destructing everyone
My hands were filthy
My soul was tainted
My conscience was defiled
you were the brilliant mastermind
behind all the catastrophes
that I've created
I despise you
I detest you
There is nothing I desire more
than to be rid of you
But like a leech
you refused to liberate me
you continued to latch on me
and sucked out all my good little things
so that I'll be someone I'd rather die to be
someone you always want me to be
--- Your incarnation.
I tried to run away
I attempted to break free
but before I know it
You've already hunted me down
and put me back
into the never-ending vicious cycle
Watching me suffer
and doing your dirty little errands
has been your greatest pleasure all along
But the brutal reality hits me
hard on the face
You didn't force yourself on me
I gave in to you
It's not because I can't be rid of you
it's because I'm scared to run away from you
If only I've been wiser
If only I were sensible
I would have run away a million miles away
never to see you again
When you revealed
that your name was
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