BETRAYAL TO SIX
Christ I need you to guide me now.
The smell of fear is sweat and the color brown.
I don't care if I can't feed my cats, I love them too much,
to throw them away.
She followed me the first time.
I threw her back in the hole.
She followed me the second time.
I could hear her cry, oh god why?
Came running back after me,
behind the car.
Why did we not run over her then?
She was still looking for her killers.
You remembered your killer.
How could I not weap for the evil I caused?
I just lost my soul,
I am a devil and a liar.
God they need your help now.
Rewind the things and throw me in.
Let me die.
Save those cats, they need help to grab to.
''I'll go again''
water was missing but I smell death.
Christ what have I done?
Traitor, traitor I've become.
I stole their chance to live
and filled it with a lie of a bed.
You dont know how to hate.
You run for me, you only fear.
I wish you don't hurt your soul.
I hope I hurt so much my heart stops.
Lend me your pain and shut your eyes calmly kitten,
if you are at the teeth of your enemy.
Take my light, blind me so you can leave gazing to the void.
Staring to your traitor.
Sorry my little ones, sorry.
Sorry for my lies.
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