I Swear, I'm Damned

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This is a song reflecting my struggles with which path I want to take in life, and what path my parents want me to take.

Submitted: July 12, 2012

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I try to let fate take control

What Im doing I dont really know

I know theres something more for me

I just dont know whats meant to be

 

Everyone wants something else for me

I wish I could truly be free

I can feel in my gut somethings not rigth

I just dont know if its worth the fight

 

My head is spinning out of control

Where is the right place for my soul?

I do everything everyone wants

Its my own consience its starting to haunt

Im thinking, Im trying, I dont understand

I can do this. But what if I cant?

help me please, accept who I am

this will be the death of me

I swear I am damned

 

I dont know shit. Im always wrong

Im constantly thinking all day long

I want whats right, I promise I try

Still I feel like Im living a lie

 

I say I want one thing, my heart disagrees

I wish I could run away. Finally be free

I dont want to let them down, but inside I know

This desire for something more is only sure to grow

 

My head is spinning out of control

Where is the right place for my soul?

I do everything everyone wants

Its my own consience its starting to haunt

Im thinking, Im trying, I dont understand

I can do this. But what if I cant?

help me please, accept who I am

This will be the death of me

I swear I am damned

 

The signs all point in a different direction

Im trapped and scared. Afraid I'll disappoint

You tell me what you want, then say its my decision

It seems my sanity is breaking at the joints

 

My heart needs your support

Im dying here, Its my thoughts I cant sort

 

My head is spinning out of control

Where is the right place for my soul?

I do everything everyone wants

Its my own consience its starting to haunt

Im thinking, Im trying, I dont understand

I can do this. But what if I cant?

help me please, accept who I am

This will be the death of me

I swear I am damned

 

Im damned if i do

Im damned if I dont

I need you to support me

Deep down I know you wont

 

I swear

Im insane

Im cursed

Im damned

 


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