Everyone I knew fell asleep
They left me stranded in this empty sea
They floated away to be
Angels of heavens almighty keep
I walk the earth roaming for company
The silence roams by my sideas i walk
I miss all the whisper that used to talk
While i cried without being with anybody
They are all on my mind
They went over my head
As they flew to vacation away from the dead
They left me here with infinite time
I always wished to be in silence and be visible
But now i live in darkness and solitude
As i climbed to reach their altitude
Heaven, no matter what, remained invisible
The sun comes thru the sky
Papers float as i roam
I never wished to be this alone
For i never asked for a goodbye
The rain drops on my black hair
I look up and feel the cries of them all
Can it be they might fall?
Or i will never go up there?
The light fades away
The goodbye move with the clouds
It felt like a cut from a blade
It felt like my heart shouted out loud
I blind myself with laughter
I need hope to realize
That i don't have the power to live forever after
That im living in the world of real lies.
I jump into chance
I loose myself in heavens trance
Today you are all gone
And i cry my way back home
Im falling apart
In this poem of half my heart
Ever is the same
Forever is thy name.
I shake as i am scared
Let me hold your hand my angel
Because i could never bear
To be stuck with the undesirable label
I cant ask for money or wealth
Beacuse those things killed my earth
I ask for love from all of you
As i beg for this dream no to come true.
Ever is the same as before
Forever writes destinies symbolical core
Can i be over my head for dreaming of the end?
Or is it just an angel that made me realize why i was sent?
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