Numb

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Numb

Status: Finished

Numb Numb

Poem by: Nemy

Genre: Young Adult

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Poem by: Nemy

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Genre: Young Adult

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Summary

i wrote this a few moments ago. it's based on the last few years of my life

Summary

i wrote this a few moments ago. it's based on the last few years of my life

Content

Submitted: May 09, 2007

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Content

Submitted: May 09, 2007

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Betrayal

The betrayal

Trust betrayed

My heart shaken

My trust lost…

 

Shock

The shock

I was alone

Alone again.

 

solitude

in solitude

trapped

and lost

 

pain

the pain

breaking soul

lost again.

 

Trust

The trust

It was gone

I couldn’t trust

 

Anger

The anger

Internal anger

At my failure.

 

Time

The time

It passed

It faded

 

Pain

The pain

It was gone

It had vanished

 

Emotions

My emotions

They left

With pain

 

Feelings

My feelings

I had none

They were killed.

 

Hollow

I felt hollow

No love

Nothing there.

 

Nothing

I had nothing

Nothing to hold

Nothing left to feel.

 

Hope

The hope

Was all I had

Only hope

 

Concealed

I concealed,

The emptiness

Only I knew.

 

Trust

I couldn’t trust

It was broken

It was lost.

 

Pain

The pain

It returned

With hope

 

Feeling

The feeling

It was coming

Coming back.

 

Clutched

I clutched

At straws

To find a way out.

 

Family

My family

It was all

All I had

 

Decision

I would try.

It didn’t matter

Not anymore

 

Tried

I tried

I was…

Still lost.

 

Within

Lost within.

I had to discover

Discover myself.

 

Searching

Searching within

For a light

For my lost soul.

 

Months

Months alone

How to keep sane

I found the key

 

Passion

It became passion

My sport

My team

 

Absorbed

I was absorbed

It gave meaning

I met people

 

Trust

The trust

I began to trust

It began to return

 

Feeling

My feelings

They returned

Ever so slightly.

 

Knew

I knew

This was it

The light.

 

Home

New home

After months lost

It came

 

Hope

I hoped

This would finish

Finish the search.

 

Despair

Edging despair

Weeks passed

No friendships made

 

Slowly

So slow

Like an hourglass

It came

 

Friends

New friends

We met

The cycle broken

 

Trust

The trust

It returned

The feeling

 

Numb

No longer numb

Emotion returned

I was back

 

Away

Away now

Away from darkness

In the light.

 

Never

Never again

Shall I return

I’m here now.

 

Can’t

You can’t

Can’t take me back

I’m never going back.

 

Eyes

My eyes

They look ahead now

Never looking back.


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