why did you leave me behind?

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I lost someone that was very special to me. We were very close at one time. He was there for me when I thought my world was ending. He made me see life again and all the good things that are in it. Life had separated us eventually. I had my own family to take care of and he had his. He killed himself recently because life just go to be to much for him to bare. I wish I never let my life take me away. I wish I was there for him the way he was there for me. I wish so damn bad that I could turn back time and make him see what he made me see. I wish I could hold him and kiss him and love him the way I used to. I wish he was here.

Submitted: August 16, 2012

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Submitted: August 16, 2012





When I found out you were gone, my whole world fell away.

There is no more light, you took it away.

You left me without saying goodbye.

What if I had wanted to come with you?

All my love, I have held it inside.

It’s been 18 months sense I have seen your big brown eyes. Sense I have told you how amazing you are.

I wish I could tell you now. I wish there was more time. 

My best memories are with you.

It’s not okay that you went away.

You left so much behind.

I want you back.

You aren’t ever coming back.

Where did you go that was better than here?

Why did you leave me behind?

It was always okay to be miles away as long as you were fine.

The air I breathe is not the same.

Its not okay, you went too far away.

It hurts so bad that you left me behind. 

I would have gone with you or kept you here.

We are now forever seperated. 

You took away my happiness that day when you were so full of selfishness. 

Nothing is the same now that you're gone. 

I have nobody to wipe away my tears. 

I feel you missing with every breath I take.

I love you so much 

I really wish you were here. 

I will never find peace without you here.

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