You took it all away even the father-daughter bond.

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Submitted: June 29, 2013

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I have always tried to understand what was it that triggered you to act this way. You always tried to bring me down and now I SHALL STAND TALL. I have cried tears yes, but that makes no difference. For you are the one that has cause them. My only way of cooping was with the help of my best friend and her mother. I really shouldn't forget about the music part of course, that's what kept me sane while I was at my house. Yes I know it's stupid to tell my story to those who never heard of more even knew that I existed in this world. When people know and can tell how things are, they can realize that they may be going through the same thing as me. I just would like to know that I'm not alone when it comes to dealing with mothers. Yes they gave you life, my dad did as well yet I have not a single memory of him. I can't even see my father because she took my away from him. Yeah he did a few mistakes in his past but that was at least 18 years ago. You can go based off of how they had treated you as a person, not thier past. You took away all of my love from my dad. Yet you didn't even give him a chance to become a father liked we would have wanted. If you were able to stand infront of your child and say you cannot see your father until you turn 18. Knowing that I cannot let my father know that I want to become close with him and build the father daughter bond that my mother had taken away from us. She has taken so much from me I have nothing left to take but my soul. Yet once I can meet my dad face to face and tell him I never stopped thinking about him will truly awake my soul. You have kept me back from so much I don't even know why I STILL GET DISSAPOINTED WHEN YOU CANNOT KEEP YOUR PROMISE. IF YOU CANNOT PROMISE ME A SINGLE THING AND ACTUALLY DO IT THEN WHY EVEN PROMISE ME IN THE FIRST PLACE? The is such a big difference between an reason and an excuse. Reason isn't in your control but an excuse is where you just give up and leave it alone. NOT CARING THAT YOU HAVE DISSAPOINTED YOUR DAUGHTER AND NEVER REALLY TRIED TO MAKE THINGS RIGHT. Now when I look into my mothers eyes, I cannot see anything but a lifeless stare. No affection no emotion, just blank. I truly just can't really say she's a good mother towards me, to everyone else yes except me. I have became used to it and I really just don't care. But when will you start to take action?

I'M NOT THE ONLY CHILD WHO FEELS ABANDONED BY THEIR MOM!!! I KNOW THAT MANY OTHER PEOPLE KNOW WHAT I'M TALKING ABOUT. I JUST KNOW THAT I WON'T HAVE TO MAKE IT THROUGH THIS PROBLEM BY MYSELF.

Just know you have taken everything I wished away from me, even the father-daughter bond.


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