The Darkness held Within

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Status: Finished  |  Genre: Other  |  House: Booksie Classic
Can you feel it? Can you see it? Can you hear me scream for a savoir? She stood there all alone and all she wanted was one thing to be seen to be heard and to be loved for who she was. Never wanting to see the monstrosity of her fear become reality, is this what she gets or is there someone there for her.

Submitted: April 29, 2014

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The sun began to fade behind the clouds as the tears began to roll down the cheeks. My heart pounding within my chest, seeing the world set on fire beyond my touch. Death began rolling in thunderstorms across the lands of life. Dreams fading so fast, hoping one day to understand why everything happens for a reason. I stood there within the middle of it all, seeing within the darkness, crying tears of hatred. Not willing to be seen by anyone, knowing well others may have it harder than me. Swaying back and forth, the wind howling through the drums within my ears. The sounds of chaos echoing throughout my soul, dripping one drop by another down my veins, as the laughter echoed throughout the darkness of my mind. Shattering pieces, which held memories so dear to the heart, no longer seen through the eyes of an innocent child. A monstrosity unleashed upon the world of mankind, destroying life in its path, no light to shine through it. Screams echoed from the terrifying lives of young ones, dreams being shattered to pieces, lives lost within the madness of one young girl. Her eyes blackened with the hatred of all human nature and everything all around her, the red streaks of tears running down her cheeks. Whispering for help, to save her from what she has become, no one hears, no one sees, all but a monster that stands in their way to live. Falling to the ground, face within hands, red lines running down her body and all around on the ground, laughter echoing through her veins, as she screams for help. With the silence only to hear her cries of loneliness and of being unwanted. Scream after scream, streams after slices to the heart, hatred after longing for being wanted by the warm embrace, which once held her so dear, that day she came into the world. Covering her ears not wanting to hear anymore, not wanting to be seen by the ones she cares so much. Not wanting to hurt them with her madness, changing into something she never wanted to become, beginning to be swallowed by it all. Second into minutes, into hours, into days, then weeks, and longing by years of love that will never be received. Hatred filling up within her soul, screaming so loud for no one to hear, as the silence surrounds her, knowing well she was all but a mistake. A monster to be turned into, with the passing years, the times of a morbid child hood, the memories being compressed within the mind of a young woman. She grew and grew, body hunched up in a corner of the darkness of the room, ears covered by the sounds of melody, slowly swaying back and forth. No expression to be seen within her eyes, with only silence to surround her forget full memory, as tears of fear rolled down her cheeks of helplessness. Fearing mostly of only one thing, that been clawing at her mind for many years that gone by without a sign. A young woman of seventeen screaming of silenced melodies that laughed throughout her shivered up body. Her veins pulsing through her body with the red tears, holding her life together, to only be seen by a sharp edge, yet never been there to cut. A barrel held at the end of her head, starring right between her eyes, yet never was there to shoot. Tears running down her cheeks, wishing to be free from this madness, hoping to be set free from this cage that held her within her empty soul of madness. Screaming for signs of help, to only be seen as a mistake of a life that was never post to live. Ignored for the dreams of hatred, never wanting to be so alone, being loved by one, loving him so well. Pushing herself out the door to save him from a broken heart of her shattered heart to see the world around her. She cares, she loves, but the hatred grew so strong that she ran and ran, until she fell. The wind rushing through her hair, the darkness warping around her body like a warm ice cold blanket, with fingers of sharp icicles clawing at her mind. As she was torn piece by piece, while the pain within her came to a stop, as her numbed body laid there with in the arms that caught her. Pulling her close up against their chest, to look up seeing it was him who caught me. The darkness began to fade, the sun slowly peeping out from the clouds, with the trees standing high above the ground. Watching them reach up to the sky of victory, my head slowly leaning against his chest. Feeling the slow steady heartbeat run through my ears, closing my eyes. Feeling warm and content within his arms, of being wanted and the safety one always earned for, as the years passed by.


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