What Could've Been...

  Confusion is what I feel,

when i speak to you.

Our history has a hold on my heart that is everlasting

Though as much as I wish,

I cannot deny my heart still betrays my feeling.

Though i have met another who I feel deeply for,

I still dewell on our past.

I still think about the security in your hugs,

Or

The way your lips felt against mine.

I struggle against my heart,

knowing no good come out my feelings.

At times I wonder, what could've been,

Had we not seperated.

Would we be approaching our 2nd year together?

or

Would we be apart by now?

I will always wonder,

What could've been.