I am Confused Poem

I am confused,
 

No other words to use,
 

I can't help feeling this way,
 

And it gets worse every day,

I can't look you in the eye,

Without feeling like I'm going to die,
 

And sometimes you hold me close,
 

And tell me I'm the one you love the most,
 

Those are the times I remember,
 

And my heart just won't surrender,
 

I only wish I could just move on,
 

But that just feels wrong,
 

Because without you filling the gap in my heart,
 

I would simply fall apart,
 

I would break where most people would bend,
 

My smile would only be pretend,
 

I would shatter,
 

And watch my tears splatter,
 

As I hold my head in my hands,
 

I hope that someone can understand,
 

Why i cant let you go,
 

And I just thought u should know,
 

That theres no one else,
 

Just you and yourself,
 

And every beat my heart creates,
 

I think of you before it deflates,
 

I know its time to move on,
 

And now you know why it cant be done.