Frustration

Everything in this world seems good from outside but has evil hidden inside the clothes of goodness. The smile they have, it fucking contains tears. The most depressed are the people who smile a lot, hiding that depression inside so it doesn't hurt others!!!

This world is already a mess. everything seems so sweet and again it seems ruthless, it doesn't care about any of thoe losers, although people say everyone is equal it is just to earn respect for themselves. The truth however is not that, it just helps the best to move forward, that's it....there's no any use of anyone but the best, rest are all the slaves!!!!!

This smile you are seeing, do you think this smile is a happy smile? It is, it is because I am happy that even after having so much depression, i don't want to end my life. That would be such a shame!!! I want to get up and fight my way up to the top. I know it's hard and I am gonna get gired a lot, now that is what gives me a serious headache. I know I have to but I don't know how, I don't even know if I can, but there's no other way than to try, is there?????

And, the worst part, those who you beleive will be on your side in these times, fucking don't have anything to contribute, if I go to them they want to talk, but they don't even ask me how was my day or how is everything going in life, these small details, these small things, that is what makes you happy, otherwise you have to put a smiley mask and go to every fucking party looking happy but, only you know that you're fucking dead inside and nobody wants to know about it, NOBODY CARES!!!! NOBODY