Dream

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Status: Finished  |  Genre: Other  |  House: Booksie Classic
Young girl has recurring dreams about her brother's death.

Submitted: March 18, 2014

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Submitted: March 18, 2014

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Let me go he whispered into my ear.

I can't big brother I can't, tears spilled from my desprate eyes 

its ok anna just let go, he whispered smiling kindly up at me.

I can't just let you go you mean the world to me. 

You have to anna, I wont let you fall too, your not strong enough to hold us both, so please let me go.

I can't I cried.

It's ok to let me go.

How is it I whailed trying desperatly to hold on.

It's ok, because i'l always be there, i'l always be by your side.

No I wont I screamed trying hard to pull him up but failing hopelessly.

Anna please, don't be selfish let me go, I want to go, its ok.

No I cried.

Anna please.

What about mum and dad, they need you to.

They will understand.

They will blame me I sobbed.

No they wont, its not your fault you didn't make me fall I wanted to, I wanted to fall, it wasn't your fault. Please let me go.

After a moment of deep hesatation I let go, and as he fell he said.

You were the only one who tried to put me back together, the only one who knew.

I will always be there for you, because even though you were young you were the only one there for me.

Then I woke up, my brother didn't fall of a cliff he killed himself.

I remember watching him suffocate in his deppresion, I watched him slowly die when noone else could see it, and I tried and tried to stop him but I never could.

Every year on his birthday I have this same dream, and every year the grief lifts bit by bit.

 

 


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