What you don’t understand is that I love you and I always have. It was strange how I came to love you, almost without realising it. No please let me finish. Loving you was never easy, never
certain. But love you I did and as the months passed and our love ever changed into something beautiful and rare a deeper emptiness grew in me. And as it grew I came to realise (loving you as I
did) that you could never give me what I wanted what I needed. Even as I came to love you more and more I knew you could never be the man I was looking for. It was those moments brief but certain.
Moments when I needed something more from you and then realising it was something that wasn’t in you to give. And all those moments you just couldn’t be was like wishing for the impossible,
reaching for the unreachable, dreaming of the undreamable, like wanting what was never there… And then I realised you were the impossible, you were the unreachable, you were the undreamable. And
then the knowledge you were never there.
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