Jump if its only a Dream

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Status: Finished  |  Genre: Young Adult  |  House: Booksie Classic
A long walk on the beach and i came up with this one

Submitted: June 22, 2009

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Jump if its only a Dream.

I’m here. Finally I’m here where I have wanted to be in such a long time, but now I don’t know what to do I can finally see everything clearly here. I am looking at the town, this town that I hate so much and today of all days it look beautiful, full of colors, full of life. I ask myself why am I here again and I close my eyes and it all comes back to me in a flash of moving pictures all in black and white, I am here because I don’t have the strength to look at the face of those people who” love me” . I am here because I am tired of not being accepted, I am here because no one wanted to listen, no one wanted to look at me. Looking out the sky is so blue up here, I can see the birds and the clouds perfectly still in a moment where all the biggest fears just fade away. I can feel the wind soft and graceful against my skin and all it takes is one final step to end it all.

Arms are spread across, I can feel like I am being slowly being lifted up and I dare not look down! But I still do. Under me is my fate. It is all moving fast and each time they come one after the other they pass in different colors, they pass in different speeds and they pass in different shapes. I am surprised no one has seen where I am which is a good thing I have no need for an audience…yet. My mind keeps running in circles the questions don’t stop they keep coming and coming (sigh) another deep breath and they leave. All the questions leave but only one thought stays with me. Do it! It says, it will all go away it says, you won’t ever cry again it says and honestly I believe it. I promised my self only one single tear which is the only tear that I shall shed for them as I see their face replay in my mind and I think of how much I will miss them.

Do you know where I am? Can you picture where I am? Do you know why I am here? Think about it. I let myself believe so many times that I can make myself be happier but I can’t. You have no clue who I am, you have no idea how I feel, you are only thinking about yourself at the moment. You can’t see the hurt behind my eyes after I let you see it many times and now you’ll never see it again. The wind if feeling stronger, the birds are flying farther and the clouds are moving away, I am closing my eyes but as I do I saw the light the red orange light the one that has agreed to accompany me through this, the light that I shall miss for it’s my last time ever seeing it. So with a deep breath and my one tear I now reach for the light and fall.

Falling. I am falling, I am still falling, I have not touched the hard surface that would have sent all my problems away I have not felt that pain that would end the day. I didn’t think it would be this peaceful this quiet, this dark whoever thought that dying would be so light.

Deep breath and eyes open wide I am not where I was standing I was not where the red orange light was setting I am not above everything anymore I am where I find my escape I am in my world I am awaking. I am wake from my dream and with one look towards my white window I see that light only this time it not setting not anymore at least not for me.


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