cruel reflection

i stare into the mirror but who do i see ?

its not me but the sinister person that i have become

this world has finally rubbed off  on me

i realize this with horror

i smash my reflection's smiling face

and it breaks bones in my fist

physical pain is always better than emotional

but i still see her smiling back at me

through a thousand shattered pieces

her eyes boring into my own

so much until i feel dizzy

so much until i feel her pull me down

my screams of agony cannot be heard

they never are

this reflection is not me

its her

but who is her exactly

its humanity

blending us in with evil