Never What You Wanted

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Status: Finished  |  Genre: Poetry  |  House: Booksie Classic
This was directed more to my friend.. well my old best friend, also some different events did alter it as well. well anyways hope you enjoy, WARNING: didn't really read over it, so not too sure if it makes sense or not, just kind of went with my mood :p

Submitted: July 11, 2014

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Don't get me wrong I'm not anti-social and I don't like being quiet at all. It's just that I know how you all think.

Your eyes say it all.

speak too loudly, or too quietly. Too long, or too short.

if I'm better you'll be mad.

If I'm worse you'll rub my face in the dirt and begin your year a float.

I'll never be perfect for you, will I? But that's quite okay. I never wanted too please you anyway.

But then again, I have.

You see I have been lonely. At first it wasn't that bad, but the sadness started kicking in, it drove me close

to "mad" I became insane. So I gave in, I acted the way you wanted me to.

I kneeled before you and began to beg and plead, I became your follower, a lifeless zombie.

But that's not want you wanted anymore, It was too mainstream. Now you wanted the person I once was.

 That kind hearted-nerdy-loud me, so different from everyone else. I guess that's too bad. 

I'm sorry, i can't give you that anymore. She caved in on herself and died. She can no longer be revived.  

So you left - making a joke of me as you go.

Now you see I'm not anti-social, it's just society has a hard time accepting me...


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