Just a few thoughts

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Just writing out my thoughts.

Submitted: July 12, 2012

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I haven't written in a long time but I felt the need to just write how I am feeling and about things that are going on in my life.

Lately I have been going through alot of different changes, once again in my life and I am only twenty years old.

One thing I cannot stand is when someone older looks down upon a youngerperson and thinks , "there is no way you could go through too much, you're only 20"

But that's not true, everyone goes through hard times no matter what AGE you are, whether you are younger or older.

I've gone through a lot in what seems a "shortperiod" of my life but to me it seems like it'slasted forever

A lot of them were mainly bad choices, or wrong decisions in different situations, some to everyone else may seem like common sense, but when you are in a desperate situation that is when the little voices in your headcome to youand tell you "do it this one time, it wont hurt, you wont get caught" but I tell you through what I've been through and the pain I caused in many people that I love and care about, it is not worth it. Many people do not realize the way the decisions you make effect not only YOU, but EVERYONE else as well. It causes you to fail the ones you love and hold close to you in your heart. Makes them look at you as a theifand or a liar. The main ones who is in your life to encourage you and see you success, are the ones telling you, you should be in jail forthe choices you have made.

Yeah I have made wrong decisions alot of times, but now it's my choice that I am determined to make a change.

I don't want to continue on the path I have directed my feet, I want better, I want what GOD wants for me. I want to go where HE leads me.

I don't want to let HIM down, God is the most important one in my life and I know I have also caused pain in his Heart. I have learned that NO matter what I have done, He has always been there, HE was by my side all of my life since before I was born. No matter what I've done I know it's by HIS GRACE that I am where I am right now. Once again HE has His hand out waiting for me to reach out and grab it for dear life, and I wont lie I know I've ignored and pushed away his hand many of times. But not this time.... I will take His hand and change my life and make better decisions, because I know God has a destiny for my life and a calling on my life that I don't want to miss out another second of what HE has instore for my life. I know I was created to SERVE HIM, to LOVE HIM, to Have a Relationship with HIM. He's everything I have ever needed and I want to be on fire like I once was, I don'twant to do my own thing I want his guidence and love to flow through me and lead me to wear HE wants me to go for HIM.

Lord, this is my prayer. My Hearts desire to learn more about you and love you more and I want to be hungry for more of you and thirsty for your grace and mercy. I want to go where YOU lead and say the things YOU want me to say to others. Change my heart, open my mind and heart to be YOUR feet and hands to reach out to YOUR people. my life is no longer MY life butlive in me and work THROUGH me. PRAISE YOU LORD, I LOVE YOU GOD YOU ARE AN AWESOME MIGHTY LOVING GOD, THE ONE TRUE LIVING GOD. THE ONE WHO SACRIFICED HIS ONE AND ONLY SON FOR YOUR CHILDREN TO SAVE THEM AND SET THEM FREE AND HEAL THEM AND HELP THEM YOU MADE A WAY THAT WE AS YOUR CHILDREN CAN HAVE A RELATIONSHIP AND COMMUNICATE WITH YOU. Lord this is my hearts desire.... to be used by you.. LORD BLESS ANYONE WHO READS THIS AND WANTS MORE OF YOU IN THEIR LIFE OPEN THEIR EYES AND HEARTS TO KNOW THAT YOU LOVE THEM UNCONDITIOINALLY, AND IT DOESN'T MATTER WHAT THEY HAVE DONE IN THEIR LIVES, YOU LOVE THEM AND YOU ARE WAITING WITH OPEN ARMS FOR THEM TO RUN TO YOU AND TURN TO YOU AND LIVE FOR YOU LORD. I love you Jesus. Thank you for hearing my prayer and answering my prayers and blessing myself and others every day that we wake up is a new day, a second chance for your people to chose the right path to you. Thank you Lord, in Jesus name i pray.. Amen.


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