my pain is my blame

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My pain is my blame
 
I drink when
I shouldn’t be drinking
I think the thoughts
I shouldn’t be thinking
 
I wonder,
am I going insane?
Or am I the blame
To my own destruction
living with the pain

Deep inside my thoughts
 
When things go well
scared everything
is going to hell
everyone leaves me
All alone
pieces of me
Holding what's left of me
Slowly disappear
The pain I feel
Day and night
It's a fight
day and nigh
t it ain't right
   I wonder did I do it to myself

Will there be anyone here
to help me put pieces
Back together

I wonder did I do it myself
Am I too damaged
To be put back together

Submitted: December 27, 2018

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Submitted: December 27, 2018

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My pain is my blame 
 
I drink when 
I shouldn’t be drinking
I think the thoughts
I shouldn’t be thinking
 
I wonder, 
am I going insane?
 Or am I the blame 
To my own destruction 
living with the pain
 
Deep inside my thoughts 
 
When things go well
scared everything 
is going to hell
everyone leaves me 
All alone 
pieces of me 
Holding what's left of me
Slowly disappear 
The pain I feel 
Day and night 
It's a fight 
day and nigh
t it ain't right 
I wonder did I do it to myself 
 
Will there be anyone here 
to help me put pieces 
Back together 
 
I wonder did I do it myself 
Am I too damaged 
To be put back together


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