you say that my dark poems are sick and depressing
like when you visting someone on their death bed in a hosptial
but i tell you it's not, it's how i feel
i can't change it or prevent it
can you change or prevent the sun from going down?
it's part of my life
just like the sun and moon
you say i'm not suppose to have those feelings
and that we don't go by our feelings
but then the birds aren't suppose to be soaring to the heavens aren't they
then you tell me i must let go of the past or something
but then don't you know the past, present and future are all entwined
just like hell, earth and heaven
now about taking my feelings lightly
you talk about a subject that will bring bad memoiries to me
likei was someone invincible
when i tell you to finish with it or change the subject
you totally ignore my request
and are you going to still say that you don't take my feelings lightly?
then i think i heard you say that those feelings need to come out
this shows me that you totally don't get it
those feelings don't need to come out
and besides do you really want me to be stressed, depressed and all such things?
i think not
and again they might need to come out
but i don't think you want that
that's asking for trouble
and you don't need or want that
i'm not writing this to upset you
i'm not angry with you
i know you care about me and mean well
i just wrote this wishing that you would totally get it
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