HOw my heart gor broken

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this is what happened yesterday and today .. true story

Submitted: November 19, 2011

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SO i was on the bus going home when my friend, Jack texted me, "what did she say?"

I repsonded telling his what she said and then it went on simple. Then once he said, "ok i like her, how do i ask her?" I looked at the message and my heart was pounding, my vision got blurry and i could feel my heart shatering in my chest. I Couldn't help but cry silently. I was texting him one word aswers. I couldn't handle it. When i got home i ran up to my room and started to cry. He wanted me to ask her if she likes him. I Couldn't do that right that minute. I was too bus crying.

Somehow i managed to stop crying and g out with my mom. I was laughing and having a good time. We saw a movie after dinner.

THe next day, was worse. I told my best friend Kieth everything. He listens to me and makes me happy, but then i saw Jack, and all the feeling became new. Like someone was stabbing my heart all over again. It took all my will power not to start bawling, i wiped my eyes because a tear escaped it, and i got my tumpet, flip book and lyre and went to the gym.

Jack smiled and waved at me, i didn't want to be rude so i just gave him a half smile.

After band practice we talked for a little bit, i have to admit he's a funny guy, but i couldn't help but think that i can't hold his hand, or kiss him on the cheek becuase he wants my best friend. Not me. I didn't know that i liked him so much until now. I thought i just liked him as a friend. I guess not.

I told Jack. But i made up that it was Micheal. I told him how i felt and he understood. That broke my heart even more.

So today is Sunday, Nov. 19. He came over my house and showed me a tiny box. In it, was the most beautiful pair of diamond earrings i have ever seen.

"You like them? They're for Ivy. YOu think she'll like 'em?" Tears threatened but i managed to hide t hem. All i could do was nod.

"Great, your the best." He gave me a hug and took back the box. I walked slowly up to my room, locked the door behind me and cried. I cried until i fell asleep.

jake and Ivy broke up about a week after he asked her out and one day before the Winter Formal Dance. It made me happy but it also broke my heart. Ivy told me how annoying he is and how unattractive he is. Hearing all those insults to him hurt a lot. THe worst thing of all was that she was going to lead him on. She was going to pretend that she liked him the way he liked her.

After school Jake was standing alone waiting for the bus. I walked over to him and told him everything. I was in tears becuase i promised Ivy i wouldn't tell a single soul. I guess i shouldn't be trusted with these kinds of things. I hugged him and told him how sorry i was.

Things went that way for about 3 months. There was a point where we wouldn't even talk and it hurt a lot. We would text but it wouldn't end well. I would apoloize the next morning and it would be ok for the most part. It would be awkward and until about 3 weeks ago. January 14, i was vvery brave and told him everything. Everything i felt and how it was affecting me and at the end we finally got everything off of our chests and it was okay. Well now, we talk and finally getting comfortable with each other again.


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