How can someone you supposedly love?
Tear and you down and beat your character into a pulp?
You sit back and think, what did I do wrong? Why are you so angry at me?
You start to play mind tricks with yourself and question who you really are.
Bad relationships are building up in my heart like clogged arteries,
I feel like my chest is about to explode and I can’t breathe.
This can’t be right? Right? To love someone so much, but at the same time be so miserable.
I can’t speak or express my true feelings, knowing that if I do it will backfire on me.
I can’t go on and on like this anymore, but my love is too strong to wanna give up.
Should I stay and work it out or give up? Without giving it a fighting chance to work itself out.
I awake up every morning wondering when are we going to fight again and throw around destroying words
I have told you time and time again, that I have been broken in many relationships, but because of your pride
You have told me time and time again that, “ I will not hold my tongue for you, that is not me”.
So because of your pride you are willing to crush me time and time again with your hurtful bantering.
You beg me to open up to you and express my true feelings, but when I do you can’t handle it.
When I open up alittle I reveal to you that I am a very angry person, and once you see that-
Ding! Ding! Round one begins.
So now in this relationship and choose to go back into my hole and surpress my anger and keep on pretending like I’m happy when I’m really messed up and completely broken
© Copyright 2016 PrincessLia3. All rights reserved.