Your amazing brown eyes.
Your beautiful jet black hair.
Your tan skin.
These are the features i could see on the outside.
But not once did i think of what was underneath.
I say you as a loyal, honest, trustworthy person.
But what i didnt know was that you were using me.
I thought you really cared.
I thought your "i love you's" were true.
I thought you were my one and only.
We talked all the time about the future.
About our kids.
About our life.
But i guess you never really wanted any of that.
I guess you never really wanted me.
I tried to be a good girlfriend.
I tried to be supportive.
But i guess that wasent good enough for you.
We always used to talk bout sex.
You talked bout it more than me.
You were the one who wanted it so bad.
When we actually had sex you didnt act like the person i knew.
After we had sex you acted like a totally different person.
It kinda felt like you stopped caring.
I knew something was wrong.
But i never thought you would break up with me.
You said you would never leave me.
I guess that was another lie.
We had everything.
We were the couple everyone was talking about.
They all said we were the perfect couple.
I fell many times.
But you stood by my side the whole time.
I dont know why you broke up with me.
You never gave a reason.
You left me.
Leaving me with the only thing i know will never go away.
And that is my heart.
No matter how many times it cracks.
It will never break.
No matter how many times it slows.
It will never stop beating.
I love you once.
But never again.
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