And To Do My Best

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How i'm feeling.

Submitted: July 25, 2012

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Submitted: July 25, 2012

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Sitting alone…

Finding myself…

Looking through my mind…

Answering my questions…

To everything I always wondered…

I realize…

I just need…

To take a step back…

And look at everything around me…

Everybody around me…

Think to myself…

I’m not the only one…

Living in fear…

Of myself…

I know I can’t hide forever…

But right now…

It just seems…

Like the right thing to do…

I’m so scared…

To admit to my wrongs…

In fear of rejection…

Punishment…

Abandonment…

And disownment…

It’s come to the point…

Where I can’t handle my emotions…

It’s beyond my power…

And no longer in control…

I want to go back…

And be able to start over…

I would do so many things different…

Try to be better…

And not do the stupid things I’ve done…

But you can’t undo what has been done…

So I must make do with the bed I’ve made…

And do my best to be better…


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